A girl who's been told that she's living a leasureful life by everyone around her. They just see what they want but don't see what's actually happening. A girl who didn't got time and love from her mother when she needed the most. Besides her mother there was no one for her. She became talkative and tried to get others love but it was only for a month , they all left her after that. She begged she cried , told everyone not to leave her, stay with her. But there was no one. She did everything what others said became a doll. But no one treasured her. Everyone told her she hurts her mother alot. She agreed. "Yes, i hurted her alot , i didn't loved her enough. Wasn't beside her, didn't wiped her tears." She became lifeless. She ruined her life . The person she despised alot was herself, her biggest wish was to die. At the age of 30. She died . She drowned into the sea with headphones in her ears. Music was her life . Music was a support of her. Music gave her warmth and told her she doesn't need to beg ,cause with music going on in her ears she didn't needed anyone. She didn't felt alone. At her dead no one cried. As she died becoming useless. There was one time she was perfect people hoped so much from her. So she was tired. She just let go of her perfect self and died as a lone and useless girl.
:-Eli Sel