This is bast on true story
here i go
I was with me friends
( Ashely,Asher,Drake,Alex,Parry,Alex)my childhood best friends..we were walking too the wall for some new stuff for a dance we were gonna do..
and I seen this boy in subway ordering he food.
I didn't care I didn't know him..me and me friends got what we needed and left...3 months later this boy comes and lives next door to me house..I thought at first he was a stalker and wanted something from me so I told me friend parry
she said he was a new kid on the block and continued too read "The ugly duckling" I was curious about this new boy..I wanted to now more about him...as time began to fly by I got to know this boy...he was just like me
a nerd,cute,funny,dork,doesn't speak good in English
and likes to hang out and read..I began to grow feelings for this boy without me even knowing..he went to the same middle school I did...some girls would ask him out and for some reason I would get mad and walk away until one day the boy told all the girls he didn't like them and if they could plz leave him alone ...he said he already had some one special in his heart...the girls didn't like it and spread
rumors about him saying "he was gay and he had
lics in his hair" rumors began to spread ...I didn't like that the girls did that and so I confronted them to stop and leave him alone (of course I did it nice and I didn't actually just walk up to them because am sky girl) they didn't care they roll there eyes and walked away ...the rumors began to get more bad...one morning the boy came too school and rumors heared his little babie sister (karry) who was 2 months old passed away ...all the girls laughed at him and said very rude and mean stuff..the boy got mad and lifted the table and punched the girl in the face for saying those's things..I was surprised 😮
and shoked too see him do that I didn't stand in his away I turned a blind eye ...later the boy got kicked out school for doing that...I got sad and worried for him...when I went home one day I heared someone say "there was a boy who was at the edge of a bridge" I got scared and ran hoping crying that it wasn't the boy..when I got there I began to cry hard and scream begging him to bet down...he looked at me crying saying his mom took her life away ...
I didn't know what to say ..I was shoked scared I didn't know what to do..what can I do..I asked about his dad he said his dad left him and his family when he was 2 months old...I cried ...I felt bad ...I told the boy he wasn't alone that he had me that I liked him and that he got me that I can make him happy that I will provide and protect him..he got off and hugged me tight (very tight it hurt) later on everyone knew we were dating...I really did like him...but time goes by quickly...soon I found out he was dying because he was sick...I broke down crying again I didn't know
how could I not know ..I had so many emotions..soon the boy went to the hospital because he throw up blood and coughing over and over at work ..my best friend called me at 5:00pm at night telling me. my bf went to the hospital and didn't make it..I dropped the phone started to cry so much my mom came into the my room knowing about my bf ...she hugged me..my mom trying to calm me down...I cried hard on her holding her knowing I wouldn't see him again....i didn't sleep the rest of the night I stayed up on my bed doing nothing but crying and thinking..my bfs aunt gave him a funeral..my friends told me..I was depressed I didn't eat sleep or drink I locked my self in my room
I didn't want to go I new if I went I wouldn't be able to hard back my emotions...
thats the story of my 1st bf
he passed away 2017
after him I never dated a male again I became a lesbain because I didn't want to get hurt..
but then a new boy came into my life and opened my heart up again 💕💞👻
And am happy 😊 ☺ 😄
Ps am bad at English
my best friend asher had to help me with the English words so you could understand me
