Felt the pain by living in a judgemental society....
parents wanted him to either be a doctor or engineer....
but he couldn't,
he was forced to do things he didn't want to,
he hated everyday,
not wanting tomorrow to come,
though he kept on trying,
he failed
miserably....
each time....
he had nobody.
everybody thought he had the life every child wished to live,
but nobody tried to understand him.
he kept a smile,
showed that he was ok,
cried all night in the locked bathroom,
and came out as if nothing happened.
he tried ending it once and for all,
but he was scared,
scared that it would hurt worse than the constant commenting,
people often say, "su!c!d3 is for cowards" "it's a way to escape"
it's better to escape this horrible life than living he thought,
but something within him kept telling him to not take this route.
he kept on crying not being able to express himself.
though he had many friends,
he didn't have someone he could rely on.
he's still trying,
to survive in this world
hoping that one day
it will change and everything will be alright....
SOON
hopefully...
