At the beach* Evening.
It's been 2 moths after his death.huh... how much I miss him cannot be counted in numbers.. now I understand that it doesn't matter how much I am rich when it comes love. I miss his everything.. Even how he breathe. sigh* why can't we be together? is it too hard ? maybe I don't understand at all. I don't know how much he suffered. only he knows. still I can't give up on him can't stop loving him. Why? it's not like he'll come back from death just for me right?... God... please I miss him..
Hannah siting at the beach wearing a black bikini with gold chains hanging in her bra and underwear.
with her brown long hair and beautiful smooth thin body she attracts everyone else around the beach already. But this girl is attracted to someone else. That makes her keep thinking about the old memories and make her unhappy.
Do you wanna know my story? Let me sort everything out.
2 years ago I met a handsome young man in this very beach. it's called paradise blue light sea. because in here there were so many singles met their soulmates here. Some say it's the romantic beach. because it's the place for ๐ love. I'm a single life like that. Being so much rich didn't mean anything to me. I wanted to find my tru love too. After hearing those rumors, I went curious and desperately wanted to come over. At last the rumors were true. I'm Hannah grey. so I came here for love. No friends or family. after coming here I booked a luxury hotel room. At evening I always went to the romantic beach. today I went to the beach again, This time I went to the beach wearing dark blue bikini with Pearl chains. I wore red matte lipstick with peach red blush. so I went my reserved area. suddenly I saw something coming out of the sea. I thought it was a shark or something. I was ready to run but few seconds after I saw it was a gorgeous man coming out of the sea.
"god damn it...you can't be kidding.. this my love? damn god you're so generous.hehe". I watched slowly he comes out of it. Black hair black underwear moreover the major thing is he has beautiful abdomen.. "six pack abs.. I'm dreaming.. big shoulders..this is my dream hubby..." few minutes later I didn't even knew that I was drooling allover. " Good thing that he didn't notice because of my sunglasses." . he came over to me. " Hello Miss? are you the one who made reservations for this area?". "yes" I said patiently waiting for the reply. whisper* "damn his voice is so husky hehe ๐". " Miss?", "yes?" " I made reservations for this area too." " oh my sorry but I did too. what are you going to do Mr..." nice I'm gonna spit his name out of him. " oh sorry to be rude. My name is Kevin.you can call me anything." anything?.."oh okay I'm Hannah grey. nice to see you too". " it's okay. it's just two of us only here. it's not like we're gonna have this whole area to enjoy. let's share. I'm good with it. anyways it's good to have someone to accompany.". " okay thanks." after that we chatted alot.
few weeks later I left the beach site and went to my good old work. We met again and again countless times. I don't think they're coincidences. after a year later he took me to the beach again and finally at the evening at a beautiful moment he confessed me and asked me out. what do you think? of course I said yes. it was my first idea to take him out. after dating few months later something special happened. That leaves unforgettable memory. He and I was in a hotel near the beach. we always visit the beach because we first met there. He says at night the beach's sky is nightless. it looks ridiculously beautiful. so he wanted me watch the nightless sky with him. At that night two of us went to watch it. it was my first time too. we watched the sky untill 11.30pm. He carried me to our bedroom after that we had little deep chat. our chat went little more exaggerating. more awakening. he touched my whole body while undressing and kissing. I'm hundred thousand sure only he can do it the best. only he can make me feel that pleasurable feeling again. only him. we exploded. but he kept exploring me. it felt good. I kept calling him he wanted to hear it too. finally at morning I woke up by looking at his adorable face red and pink. covering his whole body with the sheets. I smiled at myself thinking how it went.
before he died, 3 months ago, we made a promise.
he was a mafia. he was targeted by his enemies.
he always wanted to protect me and keep me by his side but he had no choice. me neither, I loved him endlessly without hesitation. one day, he was coming to my place for dinner. at that night he made a promise to me. he said " Love, listen to me carefully. you know my situation right now. I can't keep coming to you. people will notice you. you'll be in trouble too. I need to end this bad job for the two of us' sake. I will have to leave you for few days. trust me I'll come back to you. don't worry. I will. I love you so much. kiss* I love you. promise me that you won't get in trouble okay? and don't go for other men. I'll come back for you. but it'll take time. just trust me okay?. promise me".. " but what if I miss you? " " you won't. I won't let you. if I be late , you can punish me. I'll accept anything." " okay I trust you.. Don't let me down..". " okay love.. I'll meet you at the very place we met. if you miss me go there and wait for me. I'll come there for you. And then let's watch the nightless sky together okay?."
" you promised now. so you must come okay. stick to your words. ". " of course love" kiss* " Good bye"
crying ... "Kevin.." two days later* I was watching TV and the breaking news appeared. I watched it carefully. " here's the breaking news, the most powerful wanted mafia king Kevin Caesar got killed by the Riveras. after getting bombed by the Caesar's people, Rivera family came to an end. now the two murderous mafia families have came to an dead end, we are sure there will be a peaceful future ahead. Thank you here's the news again......" after hearing the news the remote fell from my hands. I felt really sad that tears fell without me knowing. I couldn't trust my ears and eyes... I cried for days. slept without eating. I couldn'tn't bear the sadness. my heart broke to pieces.
present*
That is how it ended.. still I couldn't get over the sadness yet... I still mad for him crazy for him. after suddenly remembering his promise I came to the beach again. and here I am , waiting for him to come.. pleading for the god to give him back to me.
this is how I feel after being loved.. and lost.
now I know there's another word behind love, that is called lose.
At night*
I was ready to watch the nightless sky alone. and brought a cocktail with me. i was recalling my memories. few minutes later.." Hannah Caesar!"
I was like " wtf was that?" and I looked around and saw something unbelievable... my hubby is back! finally god has listened to me.. I saw he comes out of a bence car. I quickly ran over to him and hugged him. he hugged me back. " I told you baby I will come back. and I sorted things out. now we can live happily ever after" " you nut job! were you crazy?!" I smacked his chest lightly. and pulled him to a passionate kiss. after few minutes we pulled off out of breath. " I'm sorry baby. I was a little late."
" you must keep your damn promise Kev!" " alright. I'll accept anything my wife gives me" this time he kissed me back. " were you ready for the nightless sky baby?" " yes love" " I'll do as I promised. let's watch it together" " okay love" then two of us sat down on the beach, he took me on his embrace and watched ๐ป๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐ together.
~~ ๐ป๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ต๐ซ.~~
