I changed for you

I tried to fit in,

I tried to adjust myself with you,

I ignored myself to make you happy,

I ignored my dying soul to see you happy,

I finally changed.

Changed into a person you wish to see in me,

Changed in someone I can't understand,

Changed in someone I can never trust,

Changed in someone who don't have any feelings.

And now you are missing my old self,

And now you are blaming me to be cool and selfish,

And now you are wishing me to be happy,

All my efforts, all my crying to safe my true self are now nothing,

All I go through are now nothing,

Because now you mean nothing.

Now I am trying to adjust with my new self which you want me to be,

But now I am enough for me,

I can save myself,

I can be happy with myself,

Now I know who matters and who don't,

Now I know the value of myself and my thoughts.