"As the time passed I can still see your smile when you heard my voice while I'm singing that song"
She's my childhood friend but in some ways we've been apart.
And one day at my high school life i saw her again.
We've been friends. She always want me to buy her strawberry lollipop, practice dancing with me, go with me at the amusement park, and help me to write a song.
She likes to joke and laugh. One day we had trip together for 5 days at the last night of our trip she said "make me a song and I want you to sing it".
It's always in my mind as the day pass.
I tried to think a title but I don't know what to think.
As I continue to write the song she's becoming weak and looks like sick. I tried to ask her but she always said she's fine.
The school festival is coming soon and my class vote me to sing. I told her that I will sing my song for her in festival and she's excited to hear it.
But her eyes suddenly drop a tear. I ask her what's wrong many times but she only ask "what are you saying? I--i can't hear you!?" then she fainted.
I run her to the hospital and the doctor said she has heart and ear cancer. The doctor also said the patient already know that she had that cancer in years but she didn't try to cure it. It's dangerous and she only have a month to live.
I visited her room and saying i will go home. As I go home I cried and scream.
I want her to live.
And stay by my side.
Cause I already attached myself.
But why?
........
After a month the festival comes.
I sit in the chair on the stage.
I saw her at the audience but she's far in the back
She's wearing a hospital gown sitting on a wheelchair because her feet becomes weak.
I sang her song.
While I'm singing her heart stop beating but she smiled because she can still hear my voice.
I looked at her and my tears fall down. I stopped singing cause i saw her fainted and run her again at the hospital.
But she's already dead. The last one she heard in her life is my song for her.
I lost her.
I love her.
So before I wrote a lyrics in that day
I titled it using her name 𝐀𝐢𝐤𝐚 means...𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠.
The end.
---cinnamonroll
