I Was The First...And He Will Be My Last

hi i am angeline anne, many men have passed through my life. Mostly I don’t take them too seriously. I only took a few of them seriously and I loved them very much but they also left me. When I take them seriously, they leave me alone. I just told myself, maybe it's karma for me to be a playgirl. But, there was a man who accepted me wholeheartedly and whoever I am or whatever my past is. I just said to myself, I hope he is really for me and I hope he is the last man to come into my life. Even though I am not his first love at least I am his first kiss, his first s ** and his first wife. I'm happy with it.

It all started when my heart hurt so much. My cousin recommended him so that I could forget all the pain and find a new love. At first, I objected but later I took his number and started calling him. I was surprised because he was so straightforward.

"Hello? Can i court you?" He said.

"WHAT?!" I was shocked at that time. Who would not be surprised if the person you are talking to is directing you to his purpose.

"One question, one answer. Yes or no, just what you should answer. Can you be my girlfriend?" He asked me directly.

"Wait...Let me think first." I said to him as I thought of a good answer. Because I was still shocked by what he was saying.

"I can't wait. Tell me now your answer." He said hurriedly.

"Answer him, cousin. You will not really regret that you answered him," my cousin said.

"My answer is yes." I was forced to answer him because of my cousin and also because I was under pressure. I was confused so I did not know what to answer so I just answered yes.

"So it means, you are my girlfriend now?" he asked.

"why? Do you doubt? Isn't my answer yes?" I said.

"I'm just making sure. Maybe I heard something wrong," he said excitedly.

My cousin and he were very happy with what I said.

Just call and text our communication. We have never met. At that time I was still studying.

After several days...

The day has come...

Our first meet...

I'm at my aunt's store. He went to one of my aunts' stores without me knowing. I just found out when my cousin came to me and he said he was there and he was looking for you. Of course, I was surprised because he did not even say he was going.I went to one of my aunt's stores and we finally met but I hid in one of my aunt's goods because I was embarrassed and I was not used to this situation. Because I'm not used to meeting my textmate, especially since we're just lovers on the cellphone.

He was wearing a red polo, he was wearing pants and sun glasses.

My first impression of him was, "why is he wearing sunglasses? It doesn't suit him. I can't see his eyes properly." Of course, I did not say that. I just have that in mind.

"Hey! Why are you hiding there?" he said.

"Take off your sunglasses first and I will come out." I said confidently.

"Ok." He said, while removing his sunglasses.

"Satisfied?" He asked.

"Yes." I said.

When he took off his sunglasses, I went out too. We were both surprised.

"You're so beautiful,"he said in amazement.

"You're handsome, too," I said in amazement.

We both can't speak. Stunned by each other. Looking for time to speak. Just glance at each other. Look at each other while smiling unconsciously. Until my cousin spoke.

"Haven't you two talked yet? Auntie is coming here and seems to be looking for you." as she said.

"H-Huh?" we both said at the same time.

"I said Auntie is coming." she said.

"What?!" shocked I said.

"All right, I'm going home. See you next time. Text me when you have free time. Bye," he said hurriedly

He left and my aunt arrived just in time.

A few days later we are still doing the same thing, the text is still our communication. Until I also had free time and we met again.

Riiiing...Riiing...Riiing...

"Hello? Where are you? I am here at our meeting place." I said.

"I will be there soon. Just wait for me." He said. *hang-up*

After 10 minutes...

"I'm sorry. I'm late." he said.

"It's alright. The important is you came here." I said.

"Let's take a sit first," he said.

"Ok."

We talked about the past and present. We also talked about our exes. Speaking of ex. Her ex suddenly called on the day of our date.

"Hello? Why are you calling? I'm on a date now." He said.

"Who are you dating?" she asked.

"My girlfriend. Why?" He said.

"You already have a girlfriend. So are you really breaking up with me?" she said.

"Yes, we really broke up. First of all, you were the first to leave me. You went with another man and left me. Now that I am happy and I have a new love, are you calling me to ask that? You already know my answer to your question." Yes, we really broke up. First of all, you were the first to leave me. You went with another man and left me. Now that I am happy and I have a new love, are you calling me to ask that? You already know my answer to your question." He said.

"I apologize for what I did to you and if I hurt you too much I apologize. I hope you will forgive me and I will still wait for you. Can I talk to your girlfriend?" She said.

Then he gave it to me.

"Hello? This is his girlfriend." I said.

"Please take care him for me." She said.

"What for? For you to take him from me? For your information, I am his girlfriend now. So do not go back to him. You will only hurt him over and over again, "I said angrily.

"I don't care what you say. Don't you know that I am his first love?" she said confidently.

"I don't care. As long as he love me and I never hurt him and betray him." I said confidently.

tut...tut...tut...

"She turned off the call." I said.

"It's alright. She disturbed our date." He said.

"It's alright. We have still time. What we do next?" I asked.

"Can i ask you something?" He asked.

"What is it?" I said.

"Can I hold your hand?" He asked my permission to hold my hand. How sweet.

"Yes, of course." I can't stop smiling how sweet he is and how cute he is. *Blushing ☺*

"Can i ask something again?" He asked shyly.

"What is it?" I said and thinking what will he ask to get my permission.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked shyly.

"H-Huh?" I said while my reaction is like this 😲☺.

"It's alright, if you don't want to. I will not force you." He said awkwardly.

"N-No. It's just, why you asking my permission?" I asked him.

"Because I respect you as a woman. I don't want to make a move without your permission." He explained.

"How gentleman you are." I said with all my heart. How sweet he is, how cute he is and how gentleman he is. I was adore to him.

"Can I?" He asked again.

"Y-Yes. You can kiss me."

Then he kissed me passionately until we could not breath.

"Lemme tell you something." He said excitedly.

"What is it?" I said and thingking what is it this time will tell me.

"You are my FIRST KISS. This is my first time." He whispered to my ear.

I was surprised and happy because I am his first kiss.

We always meet. I really give him time even though I am busy with my studies. Until time passed, he became jealous. He is very strict. He dictates your actions and your dress. He must be obeyed. I just saw his other side. We always fight for a little reasons. Because he was very jealous.

After several days....

We meet and he decided to break up with me.

"Are you really want this?" I asked him

"Y-Yes. If you are tired of this relationship. We can stop it now." He said.

"I did not say that I was tired of our relationship. You are the only one who said that." I said to him starting to crying.

"Why do I feel, you are tired of me and you do not want me anymore? Why do I feel, our relationship is getting colder?" He asked.

"I do not know. I'm just really busy with my studies so you feel, our relationship is getting colder. I really try to take the time to see you even though our finals are near. I take the time to call you and text you every day. Isn't that enough, babe?" I told to him sadly.

"I know I was wrong that's why you getting cold to me. I'm sorry for that. If you hold my hand, it means we breaking up," he said while he approach his right hand.

I did not hold his hand until he himself took my hand and said goodbye. He hurriedly left in front of me and left me speechless and surprised at what he had done. I immediately remembered that he was going to leave me so I looked for him and in the distance I saw him sitting under a tree and crying like a woman. It was as if I had left him, so he cried like that. I quickly went to him and hugged him at the same time saying I did not say we should break up, I love you so much so do not cry because I have no plans to leave you.

His tears stopped. His tears were replaced by a smile on his eyes and lips. With great joy he kissed me sincerely, pure and passionately. As if we were in a movie. We do not care about the people who passing by or look at us.The only important thing about that day is that we are ok and we love each other.

After few months...

He called me and said he had to leave. He said he will venture elsewhere and find a job to help his family. Of course, I did not stop him because I knew it was for his family so I supported him and let him go.

After 1 year and 6 months....

For a year and six months we had a long distance relationship. Our communication is just call and text. Video call was not fashionable then so just be patient with text and call. For more than a year, we just fought because of his excessive jealousy. So I decided to follow him to calm his mood and also to venture elsewhere and maybe find a job.

The day has come to board the plane. Very excited to see him and get to another place alone. Because from the time I was little until I was a teenager I have never experienced being independent so this is also a good opportunity for me to have experience.

Finally, I arrived and he met me at the airport. Of course, it was my first time in that area so I lived there in his apartment first. He greeted me with a kiss because he was so happy to see me. I also kissed him sincerely because I missed him so much and my heart rejoiced.

After several days...

I immediately found a job and we both work. In the morning we work and in the evening we sell cooked food to the vendors on the ssidewalk

One day, his mother called, she heard that we were living with her son in the same house. His mother is old-fashioned and traditional. It is not good for two people to be together, especially since they are not married yet. So his mother decided that we should go home. We went home and boarded the plane home together. Coincidentally, when we came home, her grandmother was dying and she even saw her grandmother with her last breath and I just found out that my mother was feeling sick.

After few months..

Her parents visited us and talked about our marriage. I heard everything they talked about and what the date of our wedding was.

The wedding day...

Lots of visitors, photographers and people I don't know. It was the happiest day of my life and I will never forget it. Who would not be happy, you are wearing your wedding dress and with you in the aisle is the one you love the most and taking vows to each other. I never thought that we would stay together, especially the many trials we went through and many obstacles in our love affair, in the end our marriage was also our destination. I was his first and he was my last.

After several months...

I got pregnant and it was 16 weeks. Everyone was thrilled to hear the good news. But the good news was replaced by bad news. My mother's illness is getting worse. This is Stage 4 and can no longer be treated.

The day came when she passed away and at the same time the birth of my first child.

Everything has a reason. Something is missing and something is coming. Whatever the trial, do not give up on the battle of life. Let's find out what our purpose is in this world. Whether it is difficult or painful, we must accept it because it is part of our lives. Happiness should be thanked to God. We must be able to confess our sins and ask for forgiveness. Because we are not perfect, we are only human.

So far, my husband and I are happily together with our two sons and now another blessing is coming because I am 33 weeks pregnant. I am very happy because God granted my wish, a baby girl will be my third child. Everything I asked for above was all fulfilled. So it is not wrong to pray and ask God because he always hears your requests and he also fulfills them at the right time. So do not lose hope and trust in God.

God bless! 😊

-THE END-

P.S: This is based on my true story. I hope you like it.