all started when I was in class 11 during the time when everyone were busy as the annual day is ahead. Me and my friend(class 10) would escape from our project and used simply chit chat and roam the whole school. One day My friend was caught and was taken to principal for roaming out, I was safe. He was asked to sit near a class which was near to the principal’s room. I went to him to ask what had happened, he asked me to go inside that room and then speak. As a result I went inside the room and then started speaking. Even this time he was caught. Principal shifted his place to his room(infront of his room). I was safe even this time. The actual story starts now,was bored as he went away, I couldn't go to my class as if I go I would get scoldings and would land myself in principal's cabin. So I decided to stay in that room only. There were students doing stuff related to solar system (making solar system model). I started a small conversation with them and they also spoke very nicely. There was a girl sitting on the bench and watching me. She was waiting for me to speak with her. I was also doing the same. Finally I started the conversation first. I asked her name and cracked some jokes and made her laugh. Still I was bored, so I asked some of them to suggest a game for playing, one of them told “message passer”asked them what was the game. She answered with a very sweet voice(laughing). She told everyone must hold each one of our hands and one will be watching, the game is that the person who is stading without holding hands of other people will say names of two persons. They must press each others hand or press anyone's hand in the group and pass the message and the person who is standing without holding hands must catch the person while he/she presses the hand(sending message). I agreed and we started to play I got a chance to catch her hand and I was very glad and her hand was so soft. But unfortunately I was out in 3 minutes. It was November 9, 2019. I can never forget this day in my life. After that game was completed. It was lunch break I told bye and went. IAfter few days, we met again. But this time my intention was not speaking with her, I just went there to speak with anyone of them and to have fun. I cracked a joke and she started laughing. Her laugh sounds like the songs of “charlie puth”
I started loving her seriously. I used to follow her stare at her but everything was done secretly. Finally the annual day has come. She was looking at the periscope. I saw that and went near her and started overacting, I asked her do you want to see through the periscope. I told her tell me, no problem (gave so much build up). She stopped smiling and simply she told she doesn't want to see through the periscope as she had already seen through it. After the completion of annual day still due to rearrangements of classrooms we all got leisure and I went to her class. This time friend was also with me. I went to her class by telling that PT sir asked me and my friend to mind
didn't knew the value of that moment then.your class. I again started overacting. But this time my friend made me fool there. She started laughing. As my intention was to make her laugh I didn't feel bad. I asked her to play “Truth or dare” which denied with a cute smile and went away. She went to see some science projects I felt like killing myself for choosing “commerce” stream. After that I went back to their class and told to one her classmate(boy) that I love her. He raised many hopes in me and made me mad about love. I started taking wrong decisions and doing stupid things. I started following her auto everyday which she hated the most. I used to be back of her wherever she goes. I would wait for her near the steps when assembly (class 11 and 12 don't have assembly) completes. She would look at me seriously and go away. I started to feel like hell. I thought it would be better if I had not let her know that I love her. Atleast we would be good friends.Apart from all these idiotic things I used to believe everyone blindly(mostly my classmates) and would not listen to my friend. I told this to one of my classmate who acts like a friend and digs pits behind. He said “wow congratulations” for your love to me. He silently said this matter to our chemistry teacher who was a dumbstruck idiot and a stupid. He called me and scolded and insulted me.
I understood that he has did this and started posting revenge quotes in instagram, which he took screenshots and shared to our whole class and chemistry sir. Which agitated them against me. Not only that but a girl who goes in her auto follows me in instagram and told her what I have posted. She thought I posted these for her only and started hating me more.wanted to give her some clarity and wished to write a love letter. That idiot(my classmate) pulled my letter and gave it chemistry sir. And I was taken to the correspondent. To get out of this situation I pulled my friend into this. I told he loves a girl and asked me to write this letter. Which I regret for my lifetime.
Finally, I confessed the truth and pleaded not to suspend me and the correspondent gave me a last chance.
Then I was restricted from going to 2nd floor where her class is. I would look at her class from our class only.
All my classmates stopped speaking with me they see me like an idiot even now. They use me when required and throw me away when not needed.lost my respect in class and as well as in her heart. Even now I love her purely. Which she hates. She also complained about me. I felt very bad.
I used to store all my love in heart and wait for the last bell to ring so that I could see her secretly and go home. Even if I want I couldn't forget her memories how we would speak, laugh and play.
A few months passed, chemistry sir left the school but corona has arrived. Don't know when the schools will open. I don't have her photo or number.
After completion of +2 I would go to another city for ca coaching. I will totally miss her. I thought atleast I would be with her atleast this one year, but because of corona my small hopes were also destroyed.Wherever she is, with whomever she is, if she is happy that's enough for me.
______“DON'T KNOW WHY SOME PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES, THEY BRING A LOT OF HAPPINESS AND WHILE GOING THEY TAKE THE HAPPINESS BACK WITH THEM AND LEAVE SORROW”__________
