The hardest things in life is to hold your tears.
Ambreen, my lovely cat.
Thank you for coming in my life although it was really short. Thank you for exist and bring smile on my face. I'm sorry if I'm not a good owner. I'm sorry if I make you hurt intentionally. I'm really sorry.
I thought when you ran away from me, you'll have a better life. I looked for you everywhere, but I got nothing. 4 days after you left, you suddenly popped out in front of me. That was the day when I actually want to move on from you. But why God make you appear in front of me on that day?
You ran away from me, again. In my heart, I really want you to show yourself again. But I lose your track twice.
Today. I finally found you back! FINALLY!
My brother shouted my name, telling me that he found you. My happy feeling suddenly dropped when I actually found you... dead.. 🥀
Why did you acted clingy on your last day with me? Why you make me love you?! If I knew you'll be hit by car on this day, I've promised myself not to let you go on that day.
I hold you for the last time, caress your gentle fur. You still felt alive at this moment. Have a rest now, Ambreen. I guess this is the real separation of us.
Oh God, help.. I can't stop my tears.
