I don't know what to feel at those uncertain voice of yours, but not the least....I am scared ..... scared to fall any deeper to the point from where moving on seems difficult....
Well I guess I never make you feel secure and certain ..... SORRY for that .... SORRY for being selfish ....but I am scared as well.....I am trying to be someone you really deserve... With all the little courage I have got, I am taking every baby steps towards you...
It was your certainty, your vibes that tells we can make thought it, which allows me to move out of my safe zone ...... Should I blame you for losing your certainty this soon or should I blame myself for sucking all the certainty you had with my insecureness.....
Guess what!!!!
well!!, life is freaking amusing .....I sometimes feel it was better if I never gave in.....but this stupid heart is just not made of stone...and the ice shield get melted so soon with those safe words....
It's hurts....
The uncertainty hurts but then again nothing really seems certain .....There is insecurities everywhere...
I wish he could gave me the secure with those uncertainty ....
oh!!! How I wish I was able to absorb yours while giving you mine ....How I wish we were competence...
But I am not losing hope ... let's work out with our own fears and reach each other, only to grab and own each other heart. Having FEAR is ok .... it's something we can work out, unless it's too late to mend...
~The end~
