what do you wanna do?
I want to do... nothing
I just wanna stay in my bed under a blanket
i want to curl myself into a little ball
i want to be invisible
i want to talk to no one
i want my eyes to stop looking for love
I want my heart to listen to me
I want my brain to stop imagining a happy future
I want my eyes not to shed tears
I want my mouth to shut up forever
I want me to become a robot with no feelings
I want me to keep my head down
can I be what I want ??😞😞☹️
