We all have that one thing that we like to do as a passion. Well mine was gaming, I played a shooting game online with different people. It’s fun and entertaining but sometimes you met the meanest person ever. One day, I decided to get on and boom next thing you know a stranger added me in the game . I didn’t think twice and decide to add him back, he texted me as soon as possible and it went like :
-hi
Me: hi!! Hru ?
- Im fine and you?
Me: Im great thanks for asking.
- wanna be friend?
Me: sure , why not
- may i get your snap
Me: sure
After I gave it to him, we started talking every day and night . However we never played with mic on, I decided one day that he had to use his mic and he finally did. His voice was warm, deep , soft at the same time, you could say that he’s a happy man and the giggles was so satisfied. I was Inlove already, but he was a little shy at first . After a couple of days, he started to be more comfortable with me and goofy hahahahaha, he would be toxic to anyone who tried to be mean to me or he would protect me in the game like i was his everything. 2 months passed and we started to get more comfortable with each other and he told me « I wanna protect you and take care of you » I was so happy and blushing when he told me that I started crying on the phone with him. I wasn’t naive or anything, but those words were deep in my soul. His name was Ben, He was 6 ft tall, blond hair, blue eyes and a beautiful smile with dimples. He had a puppy and He used to tell me that he would never leave me. 2 weeks later, Ben had to go camping with his family, I wasn’t mad or anything however I felt that once he’s back he probably gonna change and all. I continued to live my life, played with random people or my friends. When Ben came back, he texted me once and that’s about it. The next day I told him that if he had a problem, I would gladly help him, but he told me that he was just depressed and that he wanted to be alone. I decided to give him some space, but a 1 day space became a 2 weeks space. I didn’t know what to do but I told myself that he probably in his feelings and doesn’t want to talk to no one. Day after days, Ben would left me on read and post on his story, or watch my story. I told myself that he probably working but deep down, I knew he was starting to fade away. 3 months passed, and Ben never texted me back, I was crying, I started to remember every single promise that he made and it was hurting me like hell. I spend nights crying, asking myself what I did wrong but it wasn’t my fault, Ben just a liar, he used me whenever he was feeling down and pass his rage on me but tell me he’s sorry every time. I decided to hop on the game one night to clear my head , but then another stranger send me a friend request and texted me « wanna be friend… »
