i used to know him when I was in college he was cute , he was my crush, but he was not interested in me, I thought it's okay, ... time pass it was now 1 year since I know him But still I secretly had a crush on him.. then one day suddenly I send friend request to him in fb .. then from there we started to chat we exchange our number...i was happy I can talk with him.... after 6 month of chatting and talking we started to hangout... I was so happy I thought .. 'I will be so happy if he will be my bf"....i thought I should propse to him but I was scared what if he reject our friendship will be over.. and I thought to remain silent.. it was 30 April his birthday I don't know which present should I buy.. I bought a cactus and a chocolate to him.at evening I call him to come and meet me he came he was looking so cute and I gave him a gift which I brought we were just sitting and talking suddenly he kiss me... I cried because I thought it was inappropriate he asked me to be his gf and I said yes.. we started dating. we date for about 2years..but after 2years our college was finally complete I was sad +happy I was sad because I might not be able to meet him because he was going to another state for further study.. but I was staying.. after one month he went to another state.. from there the problem start.. he started to ignore my call...he will talk with me for only 2 /1min.. I was so sad.. but one I talk with him and ask him if you're dating another girl or what why are you ignoring me I'm your girl how can you ignore I was crying so badly.. but on other hand he was talking with me so calmy he said that he doesn't want to take responsibility of me.. and what does it mean I said..it means I'm leaving you let's breakup.. in my mind how can I fall for this type of guy who doesn't care about me.. I was sad because of the time that I had lost while dating him.. I was sad it was not a happy ending.. it was sad when the person you love the most it became a memory.. but I thought that it can't make me weak i should be stronge.. strong enough to make my self happy .. I can't go back and beg for him. I have my own self respect.. it's okay it's okay life goes on with or without someone.. but I was really upset but self respect is more important
