Love...What is love? Between family, between friends, between a girlfriend, and between myself. This love is the most beautiful moment that I can't forget. It's so clean, shining, and so colorful. Just like a rainbow that is appearing after rain.
They have a warm heart for taking care of me. They are just like a sun that always brightens my day... And they are just like a moon that is accompanying me when I'm in the dark. My warm family, my cheerful friend, and my lovely girlfriend.
I'm the happiest person on this earth. I'm the luckiest person in this world. But...
Everything is just a lie.
My family is so rich. I have money...But cant buy happiness. Staying home alone at midnight waiting for mom and dad come back. The time is so long. My eyes slowly closing. When I'm opening my eyes, it's already morning. They have already come back. I'm is so happy at that time. But...
"Dear son, mommy, and daddy will go out for work. This is the most popular and delicious food in the city for you. Take care."
I didn't have a chance to talk with them. I didn't have a chance to have a joke with them...My family doesn't look like another family that is always fighting, laughing, and walking together through happiness. I'm the one that is having an empty luxuries life without feeling anything in my heart.
Just like a treasure box. It's huge, bright, and looks so cool outside.But...No matter how huge it will be, it's still empty. Even it's bright, but the inside is so dark that is no one can see what is in it. It looks cool but you don't know in that box is just like a spider web.
I have so many friends that I can't remember how much it is. They always stay by my side. Wherever I go, there they will be held. I'm is so happy to have them all being by my side.
But why does my heart still feel so empty? It is because they are just surrounding me for money. Money is the most important thing in their life. When I'm eating, they sit beside me to have a free lunch. When I'm having a sport, they are just riding on my back to be famous.
But I have found a girl that is so kind, beautiful and so gentle towards people. My heart was attracted by her personality. I'm working so hard to have her being by my side. Writing a letter for her, give her so many presents, and I'm trying to approach her.
It's so hard for me to take her heart. She keeps refusing me and throws everything that I give to her. I'm trying to do anything just for her to be mine. After a year, finally, she confessing everything in her heart.
I'm so happy at that time. Very happy. We spent our life together with the happiest memory. She is the first one entering my heart. Lighting it to be bright. Warming it to be warm. Watering it to be soft.No no dark anymore, no cold, and not hard to touch. Just like an idle pillow that was touched by an angel.
For one year we are being a couple. You are my first love. I hope you will be mine forever.
But...My hope was all ruined by your word. You are an angel, you are the sun, you are the moon and you are everything to me. But why?Why?Why do you wanna end our relationship just like that?
"Because I don't have any feeling for you. I'm just sympathetic with your hard work. After I'm thinking so many times, so many benefits I have if I'm staying with you. You have money, you have your good looking, and you are famous too."
"But sorry for disappointing you. I already have a person that I like. I fade up with you. So...just end up our relationship here."
She walks away just like that without turning around.No one drop of tears on her face. All of my memories with her were ruined by her word. Its...It's a lie! It's all just a lie.
My hope to be with you forever was all shattered into pieces. You are the first person to make me happy. But it's a lie. Just a lie. My happy life is just a lie. How can this be?! I just want to have a happy life like another person. I just want to be happy. But it's turn out to disappoint me more and more.
So I will decide for myself how to be the happiest person on this earth. I will...
Change my life...
Now, I will just date all girls. And broke up with them for just a short time. Let me see how they will make me happy. If the happiness that they are making becomes boring, then I should find the next one.
What about my cheerful friend? Why should they take my money without doing anything? Come on...Do something amazing. I'm inviting them to do something more exciting and challenging. What do you think?
It's stealing. Why am I asking them to steal? Because they don't have the money to buy something. I will be their guarantor. Not just stealing, we will skip the class and doing anything like wandering around messing up a student and have some fight. Who wins will get the money. It's interesting, right?
I don't need to wait for my parent's back. Just ask them about money and go out from that empty house. If they want to work just work. I don't care anymore. The things that I care about are just my life. Their life is not important.
And this is the happiest life I have had. This is how my life will be.No no need to work hard, just do anything what I want. It is...
.....MY LIFE.....
