We all have heard of love.
Yes, it's a typical love story that u might have read or heard earlier.
A beautiful encounter of love that has no words to describe.
A short one-page story which is filled with love which anyone wants to live in...
(Ps, totally original, my own words 💬 and yeah would like some advice if you guys have and for those who ever reads it, thank you for giving a minute time of your life to read my one shot storey.)
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The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance.
The way further was my future, I should be excited and happy about it, but why am I feel incomplete and cold.
A battle of emotions started deep inside my heart, a battle that never happened before. Making me uneasy, I looked back through my window to see the sight which I'll never see in future ahead.
A sight that caught me off-guard, there she was, all alone on the road with her beautiful long black hair waving in the wind. She just looks beautiful in her red long dress. Red is my favourite colour and seeing her wearing this red makes her look magnificently beautiful. Just my Angel.
My angel? Where did this come from? And how can she look this beautiful now, now when I'll be not here, why am I think too much about her? Why I do feel incomplete being away from her? Why do I feel all deep emotions seeing her like this?
I again look out for her, alone standing glory out there, but now when I look clearly, I noticed something wrong.
Yes, there's something wrong with her. A smile on her face is what I felt was wrong. Yes, a smile that used to make my hell long and tiring day all bright and happy. That smile which never had changed in all this year's is now not the same. Her smile used to speak out her own story, is now vanished under a fake pullout.
When she noticed me watching her, she pullout a long fake smile again making it look real. But why?
When I look into it, this is not 1st time she's doing this. Her smile changed if I remember since a long, and I didn't notice till now? How can I not notice this addictive pill changed, which I have been all dependent on all these years.
Her smile changed since I have informed her about my departure. Yes, I was moving out of state, for my future. To complete my studies away from her in a totally different place where I can never see her.
We have been together since I remember. She was a shy, nerdy girl while I was a charmer if u put it in a way. I was the most naughty kid teasing all around especially her, and she was all one could find in the best partner. Smart, beautiful, shy, helpful... She was everything that I was not. Funny right, but still we were best friends. We would fight a lot and make it up as well, all thanks to her though cause she was the best forgive full and selfless girl I have ever seen. And that makes me want to protect her from this world of demons, but now? Who is gonna be with her when I'm away? Who will help me with my silly problems? Who will protect her as I used to do? And most importantly, why do I feel jealous all of the sudden thinking about her with another guy taking my place?? How the hell can some stupid face can replace me in her life...??? I was her 1st priority and now thinking of someone else being with her makes me furious.
This is 1st time in my life feeling so strong attraction towards her. Is it because I'm being away from her now that makes her the most valuable person in my life? Or was she always my... Oh no no no... This is so messed up..!! And now... Why....!!!
Why have not I seen it earlier? When she was so close to me when she was all I lived till now. When I used to live just for her one giggling laugh.
And now I understood why both I and her are not happy, yes not happy is what I feel now. Sad is was all say. Being away from your loved ones is the most cursed situation, which I'm now feeling.
Yes, love, I am in love with my own childhood best friend, and I didn't realise till I'm being away from her.
I used to hear love is complicated, but this complication is the worst I had ever thought.
Now just thinking of a way to make me feel like dying. And she was experiencing all this all alone since I have told her..!!
How can I not see love blossoming in her eyes for me? How can I not notice that shying blush when I was around her? And now I'm making my own girl suffering by being away from her.
Guilt is what started developing inside me. Guilt for not seeing her love for me, guilt for not being there for her, guilt for not confessing my love to her, guilt for her to face this world all alone without me.
I can't take this anymore, I have to do something. I can't watch my girl being alone and sad suffering. I know what I have to do and yes that's the correct decision.
I asked the driver to pull and reverse the car going back to my original destination where my life is watching me. There she was still standing alone with a sad small smile, trying to look happy. Who is she convincing, I can clearly see her heart dropping down.
As she raised her long tick eyelashes and watched the car coming back in her direction. She was amused, shock, confused, happy, sad... I can't make out what emotions she was feeling it. But all in one she was confused when the car pulled out right beside her.
This was it, I have to do what I was thinking all along. I raced out of the backseat of the car, and run to hug her.
Touching her was now a totally different experience. Holding her tightly in my arms feels so right. Hell, I was missing this and I didn't even know till now.
I was head over heels for this stupid girl and she did even stopped me from going away. Idiot!.
She was shocked and confused, I sensed but not for long. In seconds she hugged me in the same affection as mine.
This feels complete. A different level of satisfaction raised in my nerve. After a certain second passed I pullout making her more confused, I band and kissed her. To say she was shocked. Making her cuter. And just as our hug she started to reply to my kiss in the same affection as I was pouring into it... I must say her lips were the best thing I have ever tasted in my life.
And I made my decision, I'm hell not going anywhere leaving my life here.
I was so in love with her, just thinking of a way making me feel suffocated. She is my life and I'm not leaving my life for the world.
Yes I was in love with her
- vini
