you sit besides me every day but, have you ever seen my face...
ofcourse I know that you don't see any girl (that makes me little happy)....
you always ignores me even l tried to talk...
I remember every second of those days....
I followed you everywhere .....
but you didn't turned back not even once....
do you know why I always make myself energetic and active...
because I thought you will notice me if I'm like that...
I tried many different ways to talk with you but I failed...
sometimes I felt restless, I felt like "it's better to give up" but...
my heart says "you can do it".....
every morning I refresh my self....
every night I plan to talk with you....
my every dream is filled with our moments...
and this sun always makes me sad reminding that it was a dream....
I didn't lost my hope on you, but....
that day...
I don't know what happened to you suddenly, that makes you to confess to her.....
I became a fallen leaf...
I didn't ask you WHY?, From WHEN?, WHY NOT ME?...
cause you already have HER in your heart, so it doesn't matter if I ask you....
form that day onwards that sweet dreams are like cursed things....
I felt like why sun is setting...
and every night I started planning how to forget you...
after few days I started studying hard...
even though I kept my full concentration of my studies....
why I think about you....
why my feelings for you are that strong......
why don't you understand my feelings......
why you didn't noticed me at least once.......
these unanswered questions and my feelings are roaming in my mind and my heart....
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