Me : "Hey" *smiling shyly*
You: "what do you want now"
Me : " Nothing just checking up on you "
You : " Don't you have anything better to do" * in an irritated voice*
Me : *speechless*
YOU : * walking up and down the room going though drawers and various bags*
Me : " What are you doing? "
YOU : " What does it look like am doing genius? "
Me : *in a low sad tone* " you know you don't need them"
YOU : * hands on your head pulling your hair furiously* " SHUT UP! SHUT UP IF YOUR NOT GONNA HELP ME JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP*
Me : * In a helpless low tone * " I am trying to help you! that's all I have been trying to do !"
YOU : * Pulling a small bag from under the bed a smile of relief on the face * " I don't need you or your help coz am absolutely fine "
Me: * With a lost expression * " Do you call this being fine? you..."
YOU : "I WHAT? why did you stop just say it. Just like everybody else go on and point out all my imperfections. How I have huge arms and legs, how I have fat in places that should only flat or have muscles, how I..."
Me : " Enough! just stop it! "
YOU : * Angrily* " Stop what? saying the truth or stop trying to fix my imperfections? "
Me : " Stop doing this to yourself, your already perfect "
YOU : *Walking in front of the mirror angrily* " Look at me, have a good look at me. is that what you call perfect?" *laughing sarcastically with tears running down the face* " Be real and tell me who would love this"
Me : " ME! l would love that, NO! I love that"
YOU : * holding the bag close to your chest* " Your lying how could you love me when I even can't love myself? I have to fix myself so that people can love me"
Me : "listen to me, you do not have to fix anything. Your imperfections are part of what makes you perfect and makes you who you are"
YOU : * Looking at the small bag in your hands a lost look on your face*
Me : " You do not need the pills, just put the bag down. If you continue with this you will lose who you truly are and I don't want to lose you I can't lose you."
YOU : *finally letting go on the small bag and looking straight at the mirror with tearily eyes* " What if you find someone else more perfect and stop loving me? "
Me : "look closely at the mirror, the one you see there is the most beautiful person I have ever seen since I laid eyes on them. When they we just some few years old and clung to the and couldn't let go coz they wanted to stare at the beauty in it and so did I."
YOU : " So you promise you won't live me?"
Me : " How could I live you when I am you and you are me. No matter how many people come and leave I will always be by your side"
YOU : " You also promise you love no matter what?"
Me : " I promise that no matter the condition or state you are in I will always love and on days you can't love yourself I will love you enough for both of us"
YOU : " Even on my worst days?"
Me : " Even on your worst days"
YOU : " But why?"
Me : " Because 'I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL' coz that's all I was meant for"
* You should love you when nobody else is willing to and on days that you find it hard to, I will love you enough for both of us I promise ☺️*
