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Today wasn't my day. I got angry with a girl my motherless 4 year old daughter never knew about.

I was seeing her for 2weeks. We broke up recently.

I stood at her side, my daughter, as she slept away.

I gulped the alcohol till the bottle was half way empty. I can't live with my problems anymore. Seeing something so, innocent had guilt running down my throat as I emptied the bottle.

Maybe if she did something wrong, she won't be as innocent. I crawled into bed with her, her cheeks are soft, a little kiss on her forehead caused her to turn on her other side. Her back facing me. My finger tips slowly, lifted her white shirt. My cold finger tips touched her back causing her to shiver under her sheets. I too, because of lust.

I closed my eyes, woke the next morning, bare skin, with my arms wrapped tightly around her.