I think something has happened to me
I am not being myself
I stopped caring for others
I stopped loving me
I am sleeping like log
I am walking like dead
I am doing things like a robot with malfunction
I am unable to do things right
I am not even getting a reason for my wrongdoings
I dreamt of being successful
but I am making my life regretful
I think I am bad
I am unlucky
I am ugly
I am arrogant
but I wish to not to think like that I don't know why am I doing wrong while knowing it is wrong
I don't know why I am laughing when there is nothing making me laugh
I can't understand why my life is like this but my mind is saying time will make things better but no things are getting better
I wanted my life to glitter but it is becoming an unknown letter