The sun was about to set, and I was waiting for my fiancee to come and pick me at my office, soon he came and with a bright smile he hugged me. He said in a nervous way that he met his old friend and is going to drop him at his home. I agreed as it wasn't a big deal for me, but little did I know that his old friend is no other than my ex-boyfriend, Nathan.
My fiancee, Arnay introduced Nathan and his girlfriend, Catherine. Well, it wasn't a surprise for me to see Nathan with another girl, I was 100% sure that he was dating a girl. He looked happy with her, but when he saw me, his happy face changed into a serious one. He was just staring at me with no emotions, so was I.
Before leaving, Arnay asked everyone if we want anything to eat before leaving, Catherine cheerfully said that she would like to have ice cream, with this Arnay asked me and Nathan if we would like to have it. With no words, we both nodded at him, Catherine too wanted to go with Arnay as she was unsure about the flavours, they both went to the shop.
At last, I and Nathan were left alone. We didn't speak a word, but the way he was looking at me... His glance assured me that he didn't have forgotten me yet.
Isn't it good to know that someone who left you after getting hurt, is regretting being with you, and is wishing to forget you, still remembers you?
I don't know if Nathan still remembers it, or not, but on a sunny morning, he promised me that during sunset, he'll meet me at my state and that's how our long-distance relationship will end. Well, the same is happening. We never met each other personally. Isn't it surprising that the words which he said that day, are the ones that are happening right now?
I was deeply lost in my thoughts, and talking about Nathan, he was just looking at me with no emotions.
We both ended our relationship because at some point we both were hurting each other. He wanted to be happy, and with me, he was only getting hurt and talking about me, well, I only wanted to be with him, but we all know some people are meant to come into your life, but not to stay. Maybe he has got his happiness. He looked happy with his present partner and looking at such a thing, to be honest, it didn't hurt me anymore. Imagining him with another girl did always hurt me before, but looking at his happy face made me satisfied. I just want him to be happy. After all, he left me in search of happiness. If he won't find it in someone else, it will only make him regret it.
I have two wishes,
The one is, I wish Nathan will always stay healthy and happy.
The second is that, may my fiancee love me more than Nathan and less than me. It's because the love which Nathan gave me was so less that rather than giving me thousand of smiles, it only gave me tears. And I want my fiancee to love me less than me because the way I loved my ex only gave me hurt and pain.
Arnay and Catherine came with ice creams. For the first time, the sweetest ice cream tasted the most bitter one for me.
Written by Renuka.
