I am going through a lot of stuff but I don't know how to speak or ask help about them to anyone
I feel like doing nothing the whole dayjw, I am tired of motivating and forcing myself to do thing but ended up crying how useless I am
I can't understand what and how is going this week life but I can't do anything to improve it
Even if I am willing to be productive I always ended up cursing myself of being useless and lazy
I don't know what's going on but all I can feel is frustration and anxiety
I don't know how to talk about it but I have a lot of thing going in my mind and none of them are good and keeping me alive
