I still have those memories as if that happened just yesterday . It's the day I saw you . It was the start of the new semester . Unlike other regular school days I was chatting with my friends near the school gate .
That's when you entered as a transfer students . I was just facing the school gate , then your entrance made my mind a mess . I paused for a moment . I just focused on you . the first thing I noticed about you were your black clothes and the earring .
RING RING RING . THE BELL RANG
My friend took my hand and dragged me to the assembly ground . But my eyes followed you until I couldn't see you . Later you joined us in our assembly . I can still remember you joined the assembly meant for my class cause you thought it was the class you were assigned in . But unfortunately you were one batch senior than me . Even I misunderstood that you were gonna be in my class . the thought of studying together with you excited me but soon it was shattered in pieces as you entered another classroom .
Do you know I went to the school camp just because you were joining in when I was not interested at all ? Not only that I also remember when you were looking at sparrow couple making out . I was also staring where your eyes went . When your friend had a crush on me and you told me that thing . I realized why crushing on someone was so hard . You were the reason I refused your friend . You never knew this did you ?
When I saw you flirting with my class's beauty . I tried every means to look beautiful. I even remember wearing watches , small earrings and changing hairstyles when I didn't like them at all . I thought they will make me beautiful . After all these efforts I found that my best friend had a crush on you . I can't describe that feeling at all .
I slowly gave up on you . I realized there was nothing to start and end with you . We only had few conversations that could be counted on my fingers . The first word you said to me was my name . The positive change you brought in me was I leveled up in my grades cause I wanted you to look at me like I looked at you . I wished you to stay by me . It was selfish of me wasn't it ?I liked you so much back in those days
But I doubt if you even remember my name .
I only want to say that you were my first love senior Nim .
