⚠️this story is really sad I will right it's in my imagination so yeah if you are sensitive please don't read it this story doesn't have a good ending so if you can't handle it sorry⚠️I warned you ⚠️
[I'm not really a novel writhed not a professional and also I don't really know how to write novel so yeah]
I'm very weak I feel very weak I don't know what to do..he cheated on me...he is engaged on me..why😭.."Why did you cheated on me I loved you so much" I was walking in the street it's raining perfect for my mood...I laugh sadly like trying to forget the pain but I can't..I saw my engagement ring..I removed it with anger and sad emotion...and threw it...I looked down I didn't looked sides...I didn't notice I was walking in the pedestrian lane the traffic light turn into green..I didn't notice it since I looked down...then I looked right side then it suddenly got bright...it's coming through me...it was a truck...the truck saw me and try to brake but failed then I got hit...now I'm unconscious...yes I want to die right now I don't want to suffer anymore...I feel mixed...heart pain,sad,and,angry...it hurts so much...I'm tired...
I woke up...I don't exactly remember what happen or something I forgot about something I can't remember...my mom is talking with someone I feel a bit fuzzy and who is this person in my head my head hurts so much who is he or she I don't remember them...but why do feel sad,angry I don't know why...I suddenly cried..why?!...why is my tears won't stop..why!??..I was crying with confusion...then my mom suddenly hugged me like I was about to die and she feel really sad and I was sad too...
a few days later...my dad visited me...he was so busy it was mom taking care of me...today... unknown people came to visit..I don't exactly remember then and know them but they know me so well...They were so shock I can't remember then and I don't know them...they had a sad expression again..like other people who visits me..what exactly happened to me...I only remember when I was 17 years old..I don't have any friends when I was 17 years old...I have a Bestfriend but why isn't she visiting me...
it's been 2 months everything is weird my head hurts and I can't even properly stand up because of my injured but I'm about to get recover...the person I don't remember always visited me and I got used to it...3 weeks later I vomited I don't know why am I vomiting I keep vomiting and I hate it really...the doctor suddenly consulted me...the doctor told me that "She is 2 months pregnant congratulations"...I don't even remember I had a first...my mom was happy..she really didn't talked about it anything..
few days later when one of my friends who I didn't remember gave me a mirror so I can see my face..my face was mature compare what I remember my eyes were no sparkles... sparkles??..I don't really remember I had that in my whole life..even though I have a lovely family I'm still lonely because they are so busy... I feel bad myself when I looked at the mirror my eyes where emotionless..that then I found out I'm emotionless...i realized in the past days and weeks I never smiled or cry or any emotion coming out from me..
after 2 months my tummy is already big...I hold my tummy...and said "I don't remember anything or who is your father but I will definitely love you and you will have a happy family even though you only have me"...I don't want my child to experience what I experience in my whole life being lonely..I got recover and I finally got home...I stayed in the house..it was big and had a lot of maids...since I'm pregnant with a baby I stayed at home until it's already time for my baby to come out...
the day when my baby came out from my tummy I happily smiled for the first time I remembered..it was double happiness I was happy that I know how to smile and I was happy when I saw his face.."My baby" I smiled..it was a boy then I named him "Cleo Anderson " since he don't have a father what I remembered..I'm going to use my last name...my family and friends was so happy to see me smile and see my baby too...but when I saw them they expression suddenly became sad...they said "he look like him..why can't he come here..what a cruel man"...I'm full of confusion...who??..I'm really confused I knt want to ask them so I didn't ask...
few years later I decided to lived as a normal citizen with my son..my emotion is also normal now because of my child.. sometimes I feel sad with happy feeling when I saw my son grew up..
he is now 7 years old...I decided to be a employee of our own company since no one knows me I keep stay low..for 8 years I was so happy...
a few months later... a special guest of the company came in the company our company is getting ready...as a normal employee I did normal work..the our team leader called my name to print this..but all the printer in 1 and 2 floor are broken and someone try to fixed it..then I go to the 3rd floor the special guest was in there...when I was walking around to find the printing station..I was running..I didn't realize I ignored the special guest then the director called me...and told me I was disrespectful to the special guest...I tried to say sorry yet he still scolded me..I was looking down...the special guest didn't saw my face and I didn't saw his face...
then suddenly he called my name...I was thinking how did he know my name..is he someone I forgot again...he started crying and begging for forgiveness..he hugged me tight...I was so surprised and also the director...I didn't remember him but when he start crying I suddenly got headache and pushed him away...he was surprised when I pushed him..." who are you?? "... I said that disrespectful to the special guest of the company..I was so confused he was so surprised...he started crying again with surprised expression...I feel sad..I feel like my heart will turn into pieces then I suddenly remember he look like my son... I shake my head to forget it...looked at my watch and i was late for me to passed it...then I ran fast to printing station..I ignored him with a sad expression..
Jake POV'S
I was dizzy and I think of you I feel hot I saw a woman who look like you and because I was thinking of you I have a hallucinations of you in another person...I want to touch you I want to mark you as mind...I pulled the person who looked like you and started to kissed her...then the door opened suddenly...I was so drunk and I feel dizzy I stand up and started to see you in person..you were crying...I want to hug you but other you hugged me...she keep saying I cheated on you...no!!..it's a misunderstanding...you ran away and I want to hug you because you were crying and I want to explain what happened but I can tbecuase I feel dizzy...she pulled me and I pushed her to go away and shouted at her " never show up in .y face again!!" I was angry with sad feeling and I passed out..I woke up in the morning..I remember what happened last night...
I tried to find you but I can't...I keep saying in my mind where are you where are you then in the street I saw a engagement ring looks like me...you threw our engagement ring...I feel so sad and suddenly remember the word you said when I proposed to you you said
flashback
"I will not remove this in my whole life because I loved you so much!!" with a happy and lovely expression "I love you so much too I will not leave you"
reality
I cried a lot when I saw our engagement ring..I tried to find you but I can't...I'm depressed I can't find you...
it's been few months...my father told me to go abroad for 7 years...I didn't have time to find you...
when I got back in this country I was so happy so I can finally find you again...I first visited you parents company..maybe you were there...I didn't found you...in the 3rd floor I didn't recognize you first but when I look at your face...I can't control my emotion..for all these years I've been mission you I finally able to see you...I cried and beg for forgiveness I made a mess...I hug you...then you suddenly pushed me and asked who am I?..what happen??...no that can't be you remember me right...as I saw in your Expression you were really confused...what happen all these years... did you really forget me..I cried with a shock faced...how can you be so cruel to forget me yet it's my fault to not hug and says sorry to you when we made a misunderstanding..you run away like nothing happen...I can't understand and I don't understand what's happening..is something wrong with all these years... please don't leave me again please...I don't know what to do!!.
To be Continued....
F*ck I'm crying in my own story I made
if there's a wrong grammar or wrong spelling it's not my fault or not my fault 🤭
part 2 I will post it in umhh I don't know I'm tired typing...
good day and don't get too depressed in this story oh dear😆
stay happy 😁
