It was a gloomy day. Morning shift school ended an hour ago and day shit's class started. I didn't went to school that day. But I had my extra class so I went to school.
After few hours finally the class ended. All of my friends were almost gone. But my mom didn't came yet so I was waiting inside sir's room. A aunty was with him talking about his son.
Suddenly my mom came and I was relieved that finally I can go home but soon after she reached, she also joined their conversation. I got so bored I went outside the room and was standing infront of the main gate near a car.
There were no one on the road. It was all cloudy and silent. Suddenly I noticed a guy in our school dress was running towards here. I got little afraid as I was young so I decided to go inside.
I never thought but he also entered the same building and same room and talk to the lady who was talking with sir and my mom.
He called her mom and ask for a book.
So I was feeling lonely inside again and decided to go out.
While I was wearing my shoe I didn't notice he was also wearing his shoe behind me. When we both moved backwards together, I didn't saw his face cause he was taller then me but it was awkward for me. Then he didn't say anything just ran to the gate and went the other side.
That stuck my mind the whole day yesterday. The I gradually forgot him. But fate didn't end there.
Next day when I went to extra class it was weekend and he was also doing class with his mates. I noticed him carefully and I realise it was the guy from yesterday. I don't know why I became so nervous at that moment. Then I planned to observe him for few days. Soon this few days turned into few months and then years. I only get to see him every weekends. So I used to go to class an hour before my time just to see him. I never had a face to face talk with him. But that feeling was so good.
I always wanted him to noticed me but I guess he never noticed me. I didn't had any phone or social media at that time so I can't messege him or call him.
But that feeling seeing him everyday was so amazing I can't even explain.
Only my mom and my bestie knows about this crush or everyone thinks I am anti romantic.
I know it's weird, my mom and his parents have good connections but still we have never talked before. There is another story why I stop crushing him maybe I will tell this some other day. Though I was hurt, though I stop crushing him but still I have little feelings for him that will never fade cause he was my first ever crush, he made my teenage colourful, most importantly to impress him as he was a good student I try to study better (I know it's crazy) So he also made me a good student. I never blame him but there is few things I wanted to question him always. But I guess they will be secret always. Still first Crush you were something, something that is called spring.
Hope you guys enjoy it. It's a real life story. About someone who used to be special. Thank you soo much for reading.
