Before I'm about to begin, I'm apologize if my English is inappropriate because I'm not good but I will try my best to express my emotion in this story.
It was all began when I'm still in secondary school. I used to be the best student of my batch for being smart. I had 2 girls besties that support my back. This story started when one of my other friend noticed my pencil case was quiet similar to my male classmate. I just took a glance and ignore it, "Perhaps we have same taste". After that day, many friends keep reminded me the same things about he copying me in everything, " Last time my pencil case and now my watch, what wrong with him?". I just ignore again because I don't want to cause any trouble with him.
Apart of that, I got sick from period pain and cost me a sudden holiday from going to school. A lots of people surprised because of my sudden absent include my besties and teachers since I never skipped any classes. A day later, I went to school normally and greeted everyone. Out of the blue, My bestie (A) quickly grabbed my hand to a quiet place and whispered slowly in my ear, " Do you know what!, that COPY guy asking me about your whereabouts yesterday". I shocked to know that new. " Why he searching for me? I rarely talks with him", I asked her. "I don't maybe he likes you". This surely nonsense but starting that day many questions always poped up in my mind while I look at him.
This really tense me up when my eyes met him. I suddenly shy and I noticed his face blushed too much. Seeing him in short time made my heart beats so loud until I didn't hear my teacher's voice. Sometimes I felt comfortable around him with his attitude was nice and gentle made me flattered much. He always nervous and asked me rapidly about my health condition when I got sick. From that moment, I realized my feeling towards him and I will confess to him before we graduate.
Unfortunately, I thought this gonna be a sweet dream but I guess not.... " I likes him so much, we share many personality and hobbies ", said my bestie (B). My other best friend liked my guy and I could not do anything but just being clue less for many second. I being dumbfounded and regret for not telling them at first place. Sooner after that, she always talked about him everyday and made me jealous but thank to him because he still show his affection and caring side to me. " But what confuse me is why he always chit chat with B and teases her playfully? he likes her? and me?". I started to think hard that time to make good decision for my crush and my friend.
After all the drama happened, I have decided my own way. My exam was around the corner and my crush destiny to sit next to me during examination according to list name. We sometimes talked with each other before and after exam. We often laughed while discussed our past answer sheets. We had so much fun that time. On our last day at school, I had a talk with him, and guess what he actually confess to me. My mouth sealed to say " I love you too", my mind blank for a while and my hands rubbing each other hardly. I took a breath and calm down for a second. I reach my first word, " I'm sorry". I had to reject him because of B but I didn't tell him the truth, I just told him, " We should more focus in our education first".
He seemed understood me but his face clearly showed unsatisfied with my answer. I thought this would be better choice since I could not bear to hurt B's feeling because we friend from primary school. Now, I'm not regret of my decision last time because I still friend with those two weirdos (A&B). We are happy together even we still single but who knows we surely path our fate with true love later. So to whoever out there that read my story, I hope you choose wisely between these option because it will cost you one win and one loss. Regarding my situation, I got my friendship getting stronger even I have to loss my love. The End. Thank you for reading my story and I hope you enjoy my real life experience story. Okay Bye.
