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“my heart was beat too fast like a crazy,my hand is shaking,my eyes can't get off at him,always hope if someday he will be mine,hold hands together, hugging each other,buy a ring match couple, sleep together, eating together,happy together, laughed together,sad together,but.......he already has some one in his heart,I can't do anything,I'm just a coward!....I'm just a hopeless.i hate my self.one thing ,

i have learned in my whole life till now ;

you can be important to someone but not all the time ,so Im always trying to forgot him but my memory can't delete it.he face always appeared in my dreams,I just don't understand why Im still can't forgot him..it is because I'm overly in love with him?or just....nevermind.The more I tell about him,it's getting harder to forgot him..well..past is past.i just wish for them happiness 🥀.”