I'm playing hide and seek with my brother. I hide in the closet but accidentally placed my finger in between two windows. He accidentally closes the door hard, ahhh. He broke my nail completely it was grown again but it has two perfectly straight lines. He died due to high fever with incomplete life.
I remembered him whenever I saw these lines on my finger. but what if we didn't play hide and seek on that day, what if I was not hiding in the closet, what if I didn't place my finger in between doors, what if he was gentle on that day while closing the door, what if it didn't happen, Can I able to remember him.....?
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My friend had a breakup. She is pretty every boy in my class was after her yet he chooses the wrong one I guess. I don't know whether she died because of him or not. she said to me she wanted to die a few days before. She did not die when we founder her in blood by cutting her hand. To be frank she didn't want to die she was so desperate to take a breath she opened her mouth widely. Yet what to do maybe God wanted to call her. She died while her mouth is wide open. I made up my mind mad made it so clear that I wanted to die while closing my mouth tightly without desperately wanting to live till my last breath. I wonder how many people cried during her funeral, how many people still remember her and whether they think about her at least sometimes.
Isn't it fascinating how we will forget all people even though some are near our hearts? No, your fault no one can remember everyone all the time or once daily.
We will just fade into thin air.
They only see us in their dreams which will be forgotten when they woke up.
You may ask me why I was telling all gloomy things out of nowhere.
I DIED LAST YEAR, DON'T YOU REMEMBER?
Don't wake up or I will disappear.
Dreams and death are lead to nowhere. They will end up nowhere and eventually be forgotten.
