why.... why do i always choose you even if you dont choose me i gave up my parent for you ,it hurts so much to see you with that girl that never even be your side while im here when its your worst "where is she" i say " she got a problem at her home" he said " really when i see him at the coffee shop near by why do i see another boy " i said in my mind watching him with a serious face i want to shout at him but i dont want to. I comforted him until he's asleep .i go to the balcony and see a clear sky while crying to myself " why why do you always choose her while im here" i said in my mind "huh " he said while rubbing he's eyes " oh glad youre awake " i said while quickly wiping the tears " were you crying" he said with a sad face " ummm... no i mean yes because i will go abroad next week" i said it with confidence smile " im glad youre going to achieve your dream to become a professional doctor" he said with a small smile " so how about you when are you going to break up to your girlfriend " i said ,in my mind " hah finally said it ..it hurts deep inside it always like this turning it apart then you heal it im in love with you for years and youre still so blind ...guess i made the right choice to let go " "wh..what " he said with a shock face " mhm i see her with a boy there kissing each other in the coffee shop near by,i f you dont want to listen here the proof " i said with angry and sad face ,i show him the photo i took when he's at the cafe, i saw his eyes full of sadness and here we go again crying " its fine be stronger i will never be here all the time ,you know there is a room to grow up " i said " sob...wahh im sorry that i didnt listen to you " he said while crying ,in my mind why do i fell in love with a cry baby is that because he protected me from the bullies " you know when we where kids i wasn't willing to protect you because i was scared im such a coward " he said while crying again " you know why i like you even though you are scared that time you still protected me from those bully's so in the future i hope to see the new you" i said while leaving " thank you " he shout.
the end thank you
this is my first story im very sorry if this doesn't make sense