When I'm gone ...
Don't grief over me ...
Don't write sentences, words on how much you love me ....
Don't say a thing about me to anyone...
Don't think about me...
Don't miss me like you did as always....
Don't try to find out about me ...
Because I won't be there when you tried to find me....
I know you were too busy to take care of me ...
But I wanted your attention...
I don't what others says ...
Bur only you ....
So when you didn't care while I was here ...
Be like that forever...
Don't cry when I am gone .
Instead laugh a lot like when I was here ...
Forget everything about me ...
Because I don't want anyone remembering me and pitying me ..
It happened all this because...
You didn't ask me how I was ?
How am I?
How are you ?
What do you need ?
While I was here ...
So just like that act if everything was fine nothing happened.
Because everything was fine ..will be fine ...and will always be good even without me .
I am no one but a simple one ...who just wants your attention to be on me ....
But I couldn't get is as it's not your fault but it's cuz you were busy....
And I don't think you know it ...
How tiring it's to act fine...and okay in front of you ....
I didn't show ...it doesn't mean that I am okay ....
And again I say this to myself.." I don't need anyone."
But the truth is no one needs me anyway...
When I am silent... I am just waiting for something to he over ... not just running around...
When I didn't get enough sleep...
When I don't have anything to talk but ....
I wanted to share...
but I couldn't do anything but to spam stickers in your pc ...
Because what I am waiting for is nothing but a simple thing
That's waiting to be fall apart and lost in the way of life .
Now let's get back to our topic....
Don't cry over me ...
Because you weren't the one who was with me all night...
asking me if ..I was alright...
Staying with me all night to make sure I was alright.
But why ... I want all your attention on me ...
Am I a bad person?
I mean like .. is this bad?
But don't worry it won't happen again as I won't be here anymore when you see this ......
Don't cry over me
stay happy as always like you used to be ..........
Sometimes moving on is the best....
-Lenz(dk)
I have something to say ... sometimes night is the best way to know yourself, to let it out yourself...as it's the time when someone is really honest to the point that you yourself won't know it ....
