I suddenly miss you a lot today ... i wanna see you right now and hug you tight but I know I can't... I'm trying hard to forget you but I literally can't because my feelings for you are already so deep... you are that special person in my heart whom I never wanna lose ... I literally can't hold my tears when I miss you and I can't hold my heartbeat when is see you or even your pic... even your voice makes me blush.... But I know that this love for you from me is only one sided but I really hope that you'll turn back and look at me and my love for you.... I really wish I can get back those feelings which I have for you.... and I wish I could experience your love but anyhow it's all my wishful thinking... you already forgot me and I can't blame you though... because I was the one who made you wait... but I cannot accept the fact that you moved on already... but I can't force you too.... because your happiness matters the most.... for your happiness I'm ready to give up on you myself so that you can live your life happily.... I wish I can take all your sorrows and make you the happiest person on earth .... but I can't take the fact that never end crush doesn't love me anymore... *sigh* one sided love hurts the most.... but those moments which I spent with you are enough to make me smile for a whole lifetime....But that hope which is left that you'll come back to me one day will always keep me waiting for you.... no matter what happens I'll always be by your side and always wish for your happiness.... I love you but I'm also your well wisher and for me your happiness and your smile is more important.... and your smile can bring a smile on my face too.... but your sadness makes me wanna hug you tight and console you but I already lost that opportunity.... that one smile on your face can keep me happy all the time .... what should I call this crazy feeling....
My neverend crush ❣️....
