I am still alright?.. I feel numb.. Fuxk this sht. I got lot family problem that i want to scream out but i can't ha ha ha... I want someone to hug me and tell me that 'it's fine im here i wont judge you' but no! No one is here for me. I feel im carrying a heavy shitttyyy thing which absolutely taking my happiness and everything. I feel like am bipolar. But fuxk it. Fck this manggatoon i need to write 100 words seriously? Do you want me to say every single thing that hurt me btxh! Ohh nice last word😌.