Tears, Love & Scream

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𝑇𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠

𝑀𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑙𝑦

𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦

𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜

𝑆𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 "𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑎 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡.

𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒

𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔..

𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑒, 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑢𝑠..

𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑦𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔.

𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟..

𝑀𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦 "𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔..

𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥

𝑌𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 "𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑀𝑒"

"𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑁𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔" 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑠ℎ𝑙𝑦.

𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡.

𝐼𝑡 𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑, 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑒𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑.

𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠..

𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑, "𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑑

"𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒" 𝑖 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑

"𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒" 𝑖 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑

𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛.

𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑.

𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡, 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠.

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒..

𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔...

𝐼 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝐼 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚.

𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡.

𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢!

𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒!

𝐼 𝑏𝑒𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢!

𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛..

𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒..

𝐁𝐨𝐲

𝐼 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

𝐿𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠, 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛

𝐼𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦, 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦.. 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢..

𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑜𝑤.. 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒.

𝐼𝑓 𝑖 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤

𝐼𝑡'𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟.

𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.

I cried actually when i wrote this story but its not real.

2021.07.05

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