There is a feeling of tightness in my chest. No, it felt like it was throbbing. Black hair that doesn't seem to be messy. His skin, which was slightly darker than before, and wrinkles on his forehead, represented his pain. His eyelashes were trembling when he closed his eyes.
'It can't be...! Tears?'
My heart was pounding. I reached for him across the table. I gently rubbed his cheeks with the back of my hands. I lowered my hands from the cheekbones and lightly lifted the tip of the chin. He raised his head without any resistance. Finally, Yoon Hee-Gyeom's eyes met mine.
Beautiful eyes were flowing with pain and sadness. The eerie sensation of me stabbing him in the back and the guilty feeling gradually made me sinking into the mud. No matter how much I struggled, it made me feel like I'm being sucked into something sticky, heavy, and wet. My stomach feels heavy and numb. This feeling is exactly like when I first saw actor Yoon Hee-Sung on the screen smiling so dazzling. The man laughed on the screen, and light came out of his face.
It was hard for me to breathe, and I felt like there's something wrong with me. I think I felt threatened and scared of losing myself. So I thought. Let's trampled these feelings.
When we met again 5 years later, I felt the same pain ... Or was it fear? Yoon Hee-gyeom's gaze, looking directly at me. It breaks my heart to see him like this and leaves only a lump of empty feeling. There was no satisfaction at all, and only a sense of displeasure remains.
