There's some people saying how amazing the first love is
How it lasts forever in the heart despite meeting different people , having different relationships.
I sounds so surreal .
Then again there's some people like me who don't get to experience that feeling of the so called first love.
Even though , I have some relationships I never felt the feelings described for the first love.
I guess maybe it's because I never got to trust blindly the way they say giving trust that no one will break my heart. Or maybe it's just me cuz I'm not normal.
Questioning myself if it's not destined for me
Or I've never really been in love but I swear I love him when we are together.
I also want to experience that amazing feeling but I couldn't
