i think i'm lucky enough to have you~
"Even if there is no love but there is friendship which is more than love for me"-How many days should I explain myself by saying this?
I Was thinking this when someone called me-
"hey rose"....
me: huhhhhh...... what happened Jackson ?
Jackson : ummmm(excitement)....I .....love you ...
me:
" I was so happy to hear it as if I got everything"
me:i.....(nervous)..
Jackson :shit...(frustrated).......
I am not able to say this in front of you, what will I say in front of nancy....
me:(But I was wrong it was just a moment of happinesss...I was about to break down but I held back and forced a smile).......BE BRAVE DUDE ,I think she also like you . come on go tell her th-that ........you...... Love....her....
(the rain started and we are wet now)
(he hugged me )
(and I cried silently in the rain without his knowledge)
(when he breaked the hug my sad and cried face turned into a forced smile face)...
Jackson: are you sure.....th-that she loves me !!!
me: (unable to say a word) hmmmmmm...(forced smile)...
Jackson : now... wish me luck .......
me :all .... the .....best....
........Jackson left..........
(I cried hard until my tears dry)
me: you know that why I love rain coz the rain hides the tears...........
I WAS RIGHT.... I'm not lucky enough to-"HAVE YOU"....
"IF THERE WAS A NEXT LIFE ,PLZ GOD BLESSED ME WITH HIS LOVE "......
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