It was late at night when you called me, asking if I could go to where you are because you needed someone to console you. I went to the place where you are even though I am still sleepy. I went there because I know that something sad happen to you because you where crying when you called.
I arrived at the place where you are and I saw you drinking your heart out so I hurriedly came to you and snatch away the alcoholic drinks away from you. You smiled when you saw me but after that you started crying like a child who got hurt from a wound.
I stayed with you until you stopped crying.
Even though you never told me why you are crying, I know the reason why those tears keeps falling down from your eyes. If I could just take away those sad tears and just make you cry of happiness, I would.
I saw your lover from afar that's coming towards us. I left you with him and asked him to take care of you.
I didn't leave the both of you instead I watched you and your lover from a distance while trying to comfort myself and wiping the tears that keeps on escaping from my eyes.
I am a fool my dear best friend, I fell in love with you. I know I'm just a best friend because you always tell me that with that sweet voice of yours.
If feeling could be controlled I would rather choose not to fall in love with you because loving you is hard.
When I try to take a step forward you'll take his hand and get distant. You'll always draw the line even if you don't have to 'cause I've got feelings for you.
I always fool my heart as if I'm okay, though I know that my love for you consumes where it becomes a poison to me. Everything goes wrong because of you, that makes me feel like loving you is a sin.
I just want to tell you someday that 'I love you my dear best friend'. I'm okay with just being the person you can lean on from time to time.
“If someday there's no one by your side, will you look at me” - iKON
