Hi There 👋
MySelf vibha 😊
So I decided to write a incident which happened with me. I am gonna share that with you now.
so let's start.
Once a had crush on a boy who was my best friend I can say. I don't know I was just too attracted by him. I thought I loved him. Once in class one of my friend told that he to has a crush on me and he suddenly started to behave with me like always helping me in everything, usually eats lunch with me and he usually asks everyday about my health like how I am? he usually doesn't ask this but suddenly like this I just shrugged it off. in this case I was really falling even more to him in these day's . But thing I did this was really my big mistake . In return u know what happened? after 1 month it went like this itself. Like this one Day I went to my school and I tryed to talked to him that day but he ignored me for the whole Day. I don't why? Even next day also he ignored me. like this a week passed this whole time he just ignored me and when I talked to him he just ruedly talk to me saying like ' just get lost ' . so after this in my class whoever the boy was so close with me like a friend now they are just ingroring me too ! so I decided to talk to his seatmate who was one of my friend. I asked her why is he behaving like this to me! Does he also talks to u like this? I asked her. She replied No he doesn't talk to me like that but he usually talk bad about you from back. I surely didn't get clearly so I asked her what does he talk about me? Then she said He says that u are a piece of shit a bitxh and he said u are useless like that. Her tone was like she was very worried about me like how would I react. But after listening to this I just don't know why but my heart was paining like a hell . I was in erdge to cry but I controlled myself. then my friend said are you Okay? I just hummed. I was not into a state to say anything if I even say I would have burst into tears I just didn't wanted to cry like that in front of everyone so I just controlled myself and just left from there. and I reached home and got myself fresh. infront of my mom I just showed my fake smile because I didn't wanted my mom to know about it. so I just stay quiet about this matter with my mom. after freshing myself I went to my bestie house. her parents where not home because they were out for some business trip. I just went and sit in the couch. Then she asked me if I am okay? why are you acting weird? Then I was just silently crying. she saw me crying and just then she immediately hugged me and asked What happened? why are you crying? is something wrong? say it to me. I usually don't keep any secrets with her she knows everything about me even my crush but didnt know that he said those words to me. I just said everything what happened . She was really angry on him that time. if she see him she would usually choked him to death. actually she's really overprotective towards me and always cares about me like a big sis. She said Now Don't cry I can't see you like this. u know u deserve more better than him don't cry na. I was little calmed down by her sweet words. then she said forget about him he doesn't deserve you. I knowed she would definitely say this but I really loved him for 2 years I know it's just a small time. but I don't know I was just too broken because of what he said about me from back. But however I said to her OK I will try to forget him. she replied Not try u should forget him. then I just nodded. After this she just avoids him and his friends . After this things I come to my house after my classes and night Time I usually cry it's was very common for me to cry at night time u know why I cried? because I don't know what I did to him? that he is behaving like this. I wanted to know the reason behind why he is ignoring me? what did I do? And after few days I stopped crying because I thought it was not my fault I didn't do anything why should I cry? one day we came to know that our school will be closed forever. They said they wanted to build a apartment there. we all were sad that we can't meet eachother anymore. After this finally a last Day of my school that day me and my bestie were bedding goodbye to our friends. and lastly it was Time to go to our home That Time as I saw my so called crush bidding goodbye to them I once thought he will atleast come and say bye but no. he didn't he just ignored me headed towards his house. At these point I was so broken can't he just even say a small bye. I really wanted to hug him and bid him a goodbye but I couldn't. after that I too headed to my house. after totally 2 months I tried very hard to forget about him finally however I did my best to forget about it but still now I mean still today I don't know the reason behind ignoring me and talking bad about me from behind. But however I didn't care about that.
As I heard most of them because of this behavior with them got to a sucied attempt. I mean not only about whom you love. example it can be ur friend or ur class ignoring you or bullying you . I am not sure if it's true. But I just wanted to say just keep up urself strong. Don't listen to whom talk bad about it , it may fill a little hurt but be strong . My mom usually says me that you should live ur life not for others . Yep that's true tho. Actually I wouldn't have known what to do at that time? but I had my bestie and my brother to comfort me. You Would also have someone like that right? I think yeah.
and yeah once again I am saying stay strong always no matter what OK? 😄
Fighting! 😤✊
STAY.. HOME.. STAY.. SAFE..
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BYE 👋
