I read our messages one more time. I tho he could be someone I really wanted to but I was wrong.
He could never be the guy I wish for
And as stranger I wish tok many things that I shouldn't have to
But he did something everyons didn't?!
I know..
But still it's not enough just to hold him or begging to stay with..
Oh shut up!
I hate this. I really hate this.
There's no way I could fall to someone I haven't met in person. There's no fucking way.
What happened why why I hate this I hate this feeling this situation and everything
