meeting you is like a dream...you drew a nice and calming painting on a blank paper of my story....with your arrival...I became more lively and more happy...
the reason for my very smile is because of you....
the reason for my very heart beat is because of you....
no matter what I do...all I can think about is you..
should I say it's a miracle....
falling in love with you.... enjoying every single day with you... making my most of my time for you.... waiting for you... loving you....
I never once regretted meeting you....I never once felt not to love you...
every single day my love for you has became stronger and stronger....
when you said you love me and want a relationship with me...that is more than friends...I was so Happy...it's like I'm on cloud nine....
every morning I woke up... thinking that we're in love use to make me...more and more happy....
my day starts with your message and ends with your message...
every weekend meeting you and having a date makes me so Happy that I forget everything.....
our days are going good.... everything is going in a way that is better than I thought.....
I thought that ....wow...this is what we call happiness....
I'm still thinking like this and then you said you have to go another place for studying...I was so depressed...I was like...I can't see you anymore....it will take you maximum 6 months to come here and stay here for 10 to 15 days as for your holidays....
what should i do?!..how can I live on?!...how can I be without seeing you ....?!
but that doesn't mean I won't love you....I never ever in my life believed in long distance relationship.
but I can't do anything... it's your dream to study there...so I don't want to stop you....
I promised you that I will love you and you too promised me that I will be the only one for you....
I thought that you will always be on your word....
at first when you went there...you used to share everything and also you used to call me from time to time...
at first you also used to cry because you can't see me...
I hoped that we will always be like this ...I really thought you will only love me....
but what happened...you changed Just after a month....how can you?!
you stopped calling me...you also stopped messaging me ...
we used to quarrel more and more...even though it's because of you we started to fight but I'm the one who messaged first and begged you to talk to me...
why?!..why should I need it beg you?!!... that's because I love you....I always did....
but then you asked me a break up!!you said you can't move on with this long-distance relationship...you said it's making you lose your mind...
then... what about me?!..what should I do?!.. I'm waiting here for you... I'm waiting so patiently for you....I thought you will only love with me....what about the promise...
how can a person change so much in a month?!!....
my heart,my mind it's so broken....I was in so much pain...I can't say this to anyone....I can't say to anyone that you left me cause it's a long distance relationship...
do you think it makes any sense?!
but still I didn't say anything and said it's ok...we can break up if you want....
we started as strangers and then we became friends from that we became best friends...and then you said you love me....you are the one who said that to me and made me confused...I thought I know about you so I thought you really loved me ...so I said ok....I was happy that you loved me....
but then now again we became to normal friends...
how can you do this to me..?!...I loved you so much....how can you?!
I thought that as long as you are by my side ..I don't care about what type of relation I have with you...
but then in just 3 months you had another girlfriend....
is this what you call love?!
you didn't say that to me..you said even of we broke up...you said you don't want to have relationship with anyone...so I thought it's ok.....
but you now have a girlfriend....
it's literally paining me....I can't take this anyone....
you removed me from you insta so that I won't know...but I found out about it from your friends.....
it's ok...I won't hold a grudge or I won't ask you why?!..
because I never asked you why you loved me?!...also I never asked you why did you broke up with me?!...so it's ok ...I won't ask you or interfere with you.....
as long as you're happy ...I won't disturb you....hope you will always be happy.....
I'm so foolish to love you....hope I can move on from you...as fast as I typed the word 'move on'...but I can't right?!...
GOOD BYE TO YOU AND TO MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ON YOU'....
