"It's you it has always been you...the first time we've met was unexplainable my heart was pounding like crazy... that they i knew i was in loved with you at first sight"
"We are now in high school everytime im with you is like a dream your appearance change but you are still you..."
"You're getting handsome and always surrounds by all girls...and it was annoying...i tried to make them stay away from You.But they were crazy like me for you...."
"One day i saw you with a girl and you introduce her to me saying "she's my girlfriend" I was surprised to hear that..."
"I went home alone...went to my room...my tears was falling down on it's own even though i tried to stop it. I talked to my self "weird im not hurt but it stings...my heart ache"
"why...just why is my heart hurt as if it was pricked by a thousand of needles?"
"The next day i saw you with her chatting so intimately...my body moved itself and i talk to him and ask "can we walk together?when the school end?"you said "Im sorry i have to go now"
"I was in confused with rage because he never refused me before...i understand it because i thought he was just scared for his girlfriend get jealous...3 days has passed and he is still avoiding me...and i don't know why...i tried to ask him if i did something wrong...
i came out for a walk and i accidentally bump into him i ask him...
"why were you avoiding me?"and he replied hesitating"...she said i have to avoid you because i have her now..."
"I was pissed to what he said it was driving me nuts! I angrily expressed my expression accidentally..."What?!she said that?!and you really avoid me your best friend?just because she said so?!! do you know how much i missed you in the passed 3 days i was hurt as hell and give me headache why you're avoiding me?turns out you were avoiding me because she said so!"
"I run away far away from him despite his guilty looked...the next they my eyes was swollen and i wear a sunglasses so that it won't be obvious around him..."
"But when i saw him i run blushing like an idiot.I was embarrassed for what happened yesterday night...
i run as fast as i can but he saw me.He chase me and grab my hand and took of my glasses i couldn't looked to him but he said "im sorry... "
"I was feeling guilty...seeing his sad and guilty expression and i have no choice but to say "it's ok now so can you let go of my hand?"he let go of my hand and smile happily and i couldn't look at his eyes because my heart was pounding like crazy and my face was so red"
"School ends and he approached me and said "can i walk you home?"
"Yes" while walking alone i tried to convince and act normal around him...i ask him where is his girlfriend? and said "we broke up"
i was so happy...while later i got home...we said to each other "goodbyes..."
"I lie down in my bed and was blushing i wanted to shout but i was afraid he and my parents will hear it i wanted to confess my feeling...but i was afraid to do it so i wrote it in a letter"
"But i still couldn't do it.10 years has passed and we're now 25 years old...I became a really successful career woman and you became a famous artist...the letter i wrote 10 years ago was still here"
"I coudn't give it to him...now that i knew he have a new girlfriend...next day they invite me to a party i didn't drink any alcohol and everyone was having fun...except for me..."
a few months ago you came to me crying saying that you two broke up...i was happy with mixed sad feelings...I comforted him until he stop crying...2 days has passed and we are still the same as before...
i was tired of being coward...i was tired of hurting my self...so i went to him and give him the letter i run away far away from him...he came to my house and said "i like you too"i was happy and sad i know he was just forced to tell those words...
i said to him "im sorry but i don't want to hear your fake feelings..."
i ignored him...i tried to move on but i couldn't i tried to have blind dates but nobody feels like you...
i went to a bar and drink there... i talked to my self "i was just dump but it's ok at least his fake words are much better than a NO... it's just two words but it hurts"
i went home but i got run over by a car...while lying on the cold floor i said to my self "how foolish i am... he never like me but i like him for my whole life till now..."i cried and cried till my last breath...
only thing that i want to say to to him "it has always been you the man i loved..."
-cute devil
