Well,I used to write this on my personal Diary but l thought if l share my pain here it could be less....
Today is 09 September 2021,
My sweet 16 shouldn't l get a single Birthday wish... but nope my parents are Busy with my sister....๐ They say not to be jealous be understanding but the hard I try they think is my responsibility........
l here from my friends that sweet 16 is one of the Best periods of live but..... am l so alone not to get a single Birthday wish..... I stay wake till 12:00 just to see is someone wish me aissh... my hopes are too high from others ๐ช my own family Didn't wish me so what will a outsider wish me??
And it's not the first time they forget about it .... it's totally 16 years they're forget ๐คฃ
l never asked for extra care l just ask for a little warm am l too greedy???
They Didn't Like my choices, my friends, my idols is it my fault not be the perfect Daughter they want ...
I want to end my life but... one thing knock my head my idol say,
๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐
๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐๐ฟ
My Mom used to say you have to be perfect because it's only was your father will be happy but.....
๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ญ
๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฅ
So in the end.... l message my self happy Birthday ๐ and cut a cupcake ๐
l appreciated small stuff right โ
one and the only stuff is l love myself and l will away to it till the end .........
and a stranger understand me Better then my family
