Forget My Own Love

I was born in a wealthy family my father is a business and my mother is a senior teacher in college , my brother ( adopted son ) is a investor . So everything is just too perfect but there is something which is too bad and making all this good into a bad one .
I am a unlucky person yes I am because I have everything except one which is most important I have family but I can't touch them yes you read correct I am a Haphephobia patient it is a rare disease in which you have a fear of touching or being touched by someone , but I can touch my mother but not so much , I too have fear to touch her or being touched even after such a long time .
My family had asked and Done numerous things but not get a good result out of it .
Some doctor said if I am able to touch anyone it may be possible that I stop fearing it but I am not able to do it , I also did behaviour therapies and meditation but this also doesn't work out .
So , I have to very careful and reserved that's why I used to go school with car and instantly when the bell ring I come back to home with car that's why I had no friend same as in college too but I make a one good friend but we two never had any physical closeness .
I am too just tried of all this that's why I decided to let it go and let my faith in God that he will definitely help me .

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