"........ Lovely, pretty, kind, beautiful, happy, humble, modest girl is what all refer me, but the truth is somewhat different from they think."
The day i was born I was hated. My mom had a disease when she was pregnant with me. All of them suggested she get an abortion but she refused. She took medications. But while giving birth she went into coma.
No one cared for me. A nanny took care of me reluctantly. Not taking care exactly I was abused. I craved for love which no one gave me. Mine was a rich family with fame. I wasn't known to public as my announced I died while my mother gave birth.
I thought one or the other day they would love me back. Days passed by but it never came. The taunts I hear, the abuse I bear, the problems I face increased as I grew. I never had friends because I am an orphan that's what the society thought. I was bullied, teased, ragged, but never cared of. I was on 2nd stage of depression. I took medications to control it.
This changed one day. A man who cared for me, took care of me, who told me what love was befriended me. As days passed by we grew feelings for each other. He proposed me, I accepted. I asked my father if I could marry him. He didn't care but was shocked as to see who wanted to marry me. The guy I was going to marry is the friend of my 1st brother. I saw him when I was little I guess.
We married. He changed the next moment we came home. He raped me. It was my first time I was very hurt. I didn't know the reason why he behaved like that. I thought he was just irritated but that was not the truth. He behaved rashly with me. He whipped me, raped me, said vulgar things about me, tortured me, treated me like a servant but I loved him. I couldn't do anything.
I was confined in that house. I couldn't go out. I was only allowed in the kitchen and the basement. I clean the whole house daily. I cooked and cleaned the house. Even if I did a small mistake I wild be taken to the basement and tortured. Sometimes I would be left there. I had Nyctophobia from childhood as my nanny often closed me inside the store room when she had to go out.
Days passed by, it was still the same. One day he brought his friends. They partied. They drank but he was still sober. He had high tolerance. His friends we're trying to put their hands on me. I looked at him and thought he would at least stop them but no. I screamed and begged them to stop but they didn't. There was always only the two of us in that house. We lived in the outskirts.
I lost hope. I lost hope that someone would love me. I lost hope that someone would care for me. I became emotionless. My eyes became lifeless. I came to know the truth as to why he hated me. His mother died early. His father took care of him but he was lonely. My mother took care of him as he was her son. But due to my birth she went into coma. He lost mother's love. That's why he hated me and took revenge by making my life miserable.
After marriage I didn't took my anti depressants as it was decreased due to his love. As I was tortured mt depression was on last stage. I hadn't interacted with people for more than 3 years. I had anxiety disorder. I wasn't allowed to put medicine onto my wounds. I had infections, fever quite a few times. I was never treated. I had scars. I had to sleep on ground.
I don't know how many days it has been he left me in the basement. Neither did I had food nor water. One day it rained heavily the basement was filled with water and the electric wire got in touch with water. I was electrocuted. I guess I finally died. I was very happy as to not bear with any kind of emotions.
On the other side, he was on a business trip. Her mother woke up and demanded to see her daughter. All of the others in the family looked at each other. She asked them what happened but neither of them answered. The butler told her of what happened. She was very sad and was crying. She shouted on each and everyone of them. she demanded to see her daughter whilst everyone was regretting on their actions.
The girl's father called his son in law to tell the news of his mother in law waking up and to bring his daughter home. He thought about her. He suddenly remembered that he left her in the basement for more than a month. He saw the news of heavy rains. He cancelled his trip to rush back home.
The mother felt something wrong and wanted to check up on her as soon as possible. So she and her husband went to their son in law's home. They searched the house but didn't find her. They saw the route to the basement and went there only to find a corpse. They cried and regretted a lot. They wanted to find what really happened. They invited a doctor. They were told she was raped everyday until a month ago. And also that she had suffered from excessive torture, extreme depression, anxiety disorder and nyctophobia. The doctor told them that she had been dead for about 4 days because of not having food or water for a month and for being electrocuted.
They were extremely shocked. The mother had fainted. When the doctor was telling all these the husband was also listening. He felt his heartbroken. He regretted very much. Even though he tortured her he also loved her but not as much as she did.
◦•●◉✿Don't expect others to love you back, just live your life happily. If you expect something from others, you are the one who would suffer. ✿◉●•◦
