You call me a demon
And I see myself as nothing
You make me feel like I'm worthless
And I never see myself as a human again
You said I'm suck
Idiot, stupid
Useless, brainless
And I just want to disappear
Why am I even doing here
Why am I still breathing
Why am I in this world
If I don't even have a place here
I don't even have anything I can hold on to
Just let me be drag down
In an endless darkness
Without feeling
Just pure void
Just emptiness
Without mind to think of something
Without heart being squeezed by anyone
Without eyes to burst into tears
I just don't want to feel this anymore
Let me be drag in emptiness
I want how the darkness comfort me
How the coldness envelop my whole being
How I shiver as I close my eyes
And forget that I'm still alive
*I know this kinda bothering but I'm actually writing to express my sadness. Whenever I feel so down and sad I just wrote. So yeah just sayin.
