I was drowning in this world
I keep swimming just to get out
It's so cold and dark
Sometimes it's warm and light
How can I get out of this
If it keeps pulling me back
Please let me go
And let me go back to were I truly belong
This world is beautiful
Too good to be true
Because it never was my reality
This world is just a creation of my fantasies
Please unchain me
Stop strangling me in this world of chains
That keeps me from my real world
I was in love, angry, sad and obsessed
With something that I can't obtain
Two things that hurts
"Unobtainable and already lost"
"Goodbye, My Love"
"Goodbye, daddy"
I've read that words
And it hurts my heart
Please free me from this chain
And let me climb up in this wall
That imprisoned me for so long
I give it my all
Please let me fall
Fall back to where my reality
To where my life to have an eternity
This soulless being I adore
Will remain in my mind for sure
This world that once I was trapped
Will come back and pull me back
So please in that time
I have someone to retrieve me
To take me back
And to not let me fall in that chained prison like
The world I once love
The world I always want
Will never my reality
And never be true
So please don't let me
Fall in this world again
*I wrote this on Feb 14. And I was just so frustrated because I just can't stop reading and my works keep pilling up. So I hope ya all guys like it.
It looks like a letter from an isekai (is my spelling right isekai? Totally forgotten 😄) person lol hahahahaha