life being a manipulator..caught me in its way nd threw me away from who i was some years ago.. it wasnt easy.. it was hard to fight with her.. must be wondering who is this 'her' well its myself.. yea i was fighting with myself.. i dont yet know the results bur this fight was needed.. i noticed changes in me.. i hurted people i bever knew i could hurt someone i was cheerful nd being a social butterfly maybe.. everyone's loved.. but i forgot who i was while being who i am now.. i had a heartly conversation with one of my closest actually the only one i think the one who supprted me all this way.. was none other than my bestie.. it feels i did wrong to her.. nd she was hurt.. i could feel hurt.. i cried not because i was hurt but because i hurted someone else.. she helped me supported me but being an total introvert i understood i did wrong.. i faught with myself today and i know i did good.. this fight was needed nd i know from today onwards i will try my best nit to hurt anyone.. she waited for me for such a ling time.. its time to return back to the real world. i lived in a dreamy land where there us no one to judge and no one was hating me.. but that just isnt reality.. its time to face it.. i am writing this not as just a story but a stamp or memiry that whenever i loose myself in a dream land ill try to come back in reality by reading this.. today i faught with her.. tommorow is yet to come...
---allesia (16 yrs... Tuesday 19th October 9:43pm)
