"And all of a sudden I felt really tired. Like the world has drained me for everything that I had"-via(Quotes 'ND Notes)
It all started from a suicide video of a high school girl from the internet that soon caused the tragedy of one girl to another.
"Arina Mako, 18 year old was found dead in school library"
"Micheala Lorraine, 16 year old was found dead in girl's locker room"
"Belle Johnson, 12 year.... "
"The country's suicide rate has increased by fourth percent, higher than last year. Parents were advise to pay attention to their children, especially growing teenagers as they are considered to be the most affected"
I turned off the TV as soon as I finished packing my stuff. I am almost late for school and today was an important day since I had to attend a funeral of someone close to me,
It was a very important person whom had given up on life the day she watched the video.
The video was graphic,I could vividly remember the blooded scene.
It was so beautiful.
As if the girl's pained had gone away after taking her own life.
And everyone that never shown care before was mourning as if they were not the one who had abandoned her.
The people in her life was the one that caused her to die. They failed miserably and it resulted in a tragic death.
However, She made a big impact to society. It was clear and didn't need a paper to point out the message,
because the video itself showed it all.
I walked by every street and each of the corners had black ribbons tied at every post.
The ribbon was for the victim and the many you see, the many young people died.
*sound of crushing*
I looked around to see someone got hit by a truck. A student.
I see, she intentionally crossed the road so she could die.
Even at death the girl had smiled of relief.
I soon arrived at my school. The guard told me to go immediately to the auditorium.
Upon entering, I notice how crowded the auditorium is, parents, teachers and students were present.
"We gather her today to mourn the lost of Samantha Evans,a beloved student of our Academy"
The whole rooms was noisy.
"And to also have a brief orientation with parents and students"As he said it I can't help but to roll my eyeballs.
Its disgusting to listen to their hypocrisy because it was easy for them to empathize without truly listening to our voices.
They dismissed us.
and thought that we are being too dramatic and too affected by little things.
Have they ever think about how this little things is big enough to weigh us down?
I shook my head and soon left.
I headed towards the roof and sat at the edge.
Reminiscing the important memories I had, cherishing them as a clip of the video played on my mind.
"I had nothing left to lost.I had no one else to care about, they are much better without me"
The girl said,
no it was I who had said it. It was me, I died.
The day I died was the day I lost the last person who cared so much, who loved me for who I am.
and when he died and left, I already felt like dying.
so I made it come true.
