Suffering In Silence

I'm Sorry. Sorry For Wasting Your Time With My Feelings.

Since U Were Around With Me, I Was Smiling A Lot.

Now When You're Gone, I Regret Smiling For U.

Maybe, I Moved On, But Deep Inside I Know, That I Still Care About U.

I wanted To Keep My Feelings For Someone Who Would Care For Them, Not Who Would Throw Them Like Trash.

Sometimes When I say, I'm Ok. I Want Someone To Look Into My Eyes, Hug Me And Say "I Know You're Not."

I Even Hate Looking At U. Forget Looking At U, I Feel Disgusted When I Imagine U.

I Hate Getting Flashbacks Of The Things That Hurted Me.

I Hate That I Still Love U. But I Still Keep On Hoping That You'll Accept Me. One Day.

I Don't Even Know What's Wrong With Me Anymore.

I Am "Fine" Aren't I?

The Deepest Pain Which I Ever Felt Was Denying That I Love U.

Lying To Myself.

I'm Suffering In Silence.

Quite~