ยฐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐โกยฐ๐พ So I'm just fiddling around with a story I came up with, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ !!๐
it's been on my mind and wish to write it out.. I love reading novels and comics !! since joining, there are many ๐๐๐๐
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๐ ๐๐๐๐โก!! I have been writing short stories of my own in my phone and laptop.โ๐ฅฐ๐
โกmy other prostory and this one are the first I ever wrote for anyone to see๐ !! I hope you enjoy and tell me your thoughts in a comment below !!โก
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Who am I to this world? What is my purpose to be alive? To breathe? Do I matter to someone? Where do I belong? ..why must I be born to look like this!?These are questions I often ask myself for as long as I can remember. Damn it.
I am left in the woods, being treated as some kind of animal. I was knocked, being hit in the head by whomever barged into my room in the middle of the night.. they brought me here in these woods to my death, this is where they think I belong. I do not know who.. or why.. they would do this to me. In my mind, I was not good enough for that home. It's always one after another.. kicking me out. Leaving me in the dark, being told I'm a mistake, that I'm a freak!. I am, I've always been, unwanted.. it's my ears and tail.. isn't it? maybe that's the truth all along, being born a hybrid of some sort. My memory goes as far back to when I was first brought to an orphanage. I was so young. A child. Where memories are a blur. But.. all I knew since then is abandonment by my own parents and adoptive ones. It is why I kept trying, to find a new home.. so I wouldn't feel that way anymore. Unfortunately for me, that hope to keep trying has lead me here today. is this what you call destiny!?
I give up..
I am lost.. scared.. in these woods.
Memories:
"This child, is too much! She doesn't listen to me! she's just a monster! Send her back.."
"She hit our darling son! She's aggressive and a dangerous animal! She's not staying here!"
"You're devil's creation.. why on earth should I have you in my family business when you're older! Be gone!"
"She looks nothing like me! White hair, those.. ears.. that tail!?.. I will get looks and be mocked at!.. send her away.."
"You don't belong in this world! it's an embarrassment to our family! You don't belong here either!"
"Ha what a disgrace.. you look more like our dog than a sibling.."
"A daughter? Look at her, she's practically a beast! I will not have.. that.. in my home!"
Since being a child til now.. I was a disgrace and deemed unfit by my appearance to be an adopted daughter to someone. I didn't last more than 3 months in a home before I'd be tossed like trash to the next one. between that I'd find myself loving outside, homeless. I don't know my real birthday, my real age.. but I always like to think I have turned 16 this year.. every year that has passed, I've counted. 16.
So now.. after 16 long years of this pathetic life.. Where do I go from here?
The orphanage again?.. no way. I can't go back.. it's pointless.. just like this life I've been cursed with.
*wind wrestling in the leaves above where I stood*
I can't stay here either.
*looking up to the sky, I saw grey clouds rolling through*
It will rain.. I love the rain..
*from laying on the cold ground, I stood myself up. Looking around the forest while placing my hand over my head of where I was striked*
Shit.. this hurts.. I'm injured. Great.. but I must make my way out of here.
these woods.. they feel strange, familiar.. it's like.. I've been here before but I don't remember.
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that's it so far !!โก I will make an update of this later !!โก
thank you for reading๐โ
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