No one knows what secrets I kept keeps deep inside of me,
All the pain.
I want someone who I can share my feelings with,
My pain,
Happiness,
And my sorrow.
People think I am happy because I always smile.
But no,
I am not.
All the bad words people said to me,
“You are ugly!”
“Don’t smile!”
“Stop laughing!”
“I hate you!”
Who can I share these with?
They are deep inside me.
I need someone to know,
Someone to hear,
All the secrets inside me.
It is for them to say,
But,
Not for me!
I want someone who can help me overcome this dark life of mine!
But I don’t think there is anyone who will help me overcome it,
Because I am ugly,
Weird,
And stupid.
~TL
